arlow my dearie blog~

mmm.. at the winter of our term now.. *sigh* seems so fast and the week's gonna be over le. sad. have spent past for days infront of com and doing stupid band webby. so tedious wor~ dun believe? try it man.. gd thing have completed and work has been burned.. not with a lighter though.. heex. mmm.. liyingx says it has simple and clean look. me thinks so too!! lOlx. told u i v.thicked-skinned de. :P at least it was fruitful.. only not very on plus side for my dear eyes.. v.scared will go worse.. argh.. haven done single holidae hw bcuz of tis.. really sux.. *screams* ah... feels better now..

todae got band.. again.. sectionals with sec 1s!!! he is so hard to teach.. *sigh* i dun mind the other 2.. they listen to me.. tis guy.. hopeless ar!!!
mm. the meeting today was v.fruitful i would say.. have alradly tought of a few ideas on how to teach them.. have also taught josh how to deal with his uh.. um.. hmm.. uh.. "wadeva" juniors.. evil? .. nah.. not the right word.. really dunno how to describe them.. haha..

at 1.30pm had ANOTHER sectionals. but this one v.fruitful I must say.. Meroy came and gave us technicals.. taught us alot of new stuff.. breathing.. major scales.. the breathing part was so tough!! dunno why but today when i try to take in big breath a part uder my ribs will get v.v.pain.. ugh.. today we got to see how darn skinny adeline is!! gawd.. u shld have seen.. meroy got give hw somemore wor!! steady man~ lOlx. after that he treat me n wendy to drink.. haha.. that's nice..

hmm.. have decided to get hooked on another show.. "All In" .. Lee Byung Hun so darn handsome n cute!!! later i show pic.. gawd.. *almost drools* lOlx.. really handsome that guy.. (my apologies to orlando bloom.. think have new idol le.. ^_^ but I'll still be ur fan.. ) haha.. oso am hooked to "Office Lady Beauty Battle" is a love comedy.. so farnie!!! hahahaha... shld watch.. but it is on weekdays 2:30 to 3:30.. tt means if i wanna watch i wun go for individuals on mon, wed and fri like i always do le.. haha.. but tue n thurs got band.. *sigh* the show only got llike 10 episode.. n 3 over le.. so for a while only.. haha.. mm.. how to post pic? I'll figure that out.. go to that link below there.. can see his nicey pics!!!

woot~ back blogging again.

am feeling bit brighter after prolonged dark days. have gotten sick, v.sick, as effect from 2 nights before. have skipped band prac today. I won't call it skip. more like taking a day off to stay home and recuperate. :D people most probably having warm-ups now. heez.. gd ol' lucky me.. on minus side, have to complete 2 of the hardest pages for webby. on plus side, have finished many pages in a day, all very simple. Minus over-weigh plus. minus wins. darn..

ok, me needs ear-plugs now. now!! out-side constructions so ear-piercing!!! arh!!!!! must persevere.. must peservere... ugh.. can't stand it.. navaer~

was talking bout bad stuff. time for plus sides..

am able to make nicey balloons now!! go me!! balloon twisting only remotely thing me enjoyed today.. nice hearts, flowers, twirlies.. u name it. today only few of me balloons popped. great achievement me would say.

darn.. no more good stuff to write already.. todays must be bad then.. grr..

balloon hat fest. v.tedious. v.sucky. performance part was not all that pleasant. screwed up the solo. was feeling v.relax in first. trembles came up in second.. ugh.. farhan said no one could here my solo. on minus, may get screwed for playing too soft, (i choose to believe the band was playing too loud) on plus side, nobody will then be able to here me crap solo. yay!! but tan in end did not attempt seagate. v.pissed we are. all our time we spent it on seagate. all our time we were waiting to play seagate. all the time tan nv wanted to play seagate. sux.

parade along palawan beach. not too bad. not too good either. tiring to walk that much. bad for legs too. they complained again. todae both equally tired. up till now.. afraid might develop unsightly leggy muscles. not going to be pleasant. i'm sure. only nice thing was popping of colourful and beautiful and cute balloons. nice sound.

on way back skool. now appreciates air-con so much. was feeling terribly hot, hot, hot.. was not able to sleep though.

band room. countless photo-taking sessions. apparently hakim was in all the photos. hopes he turns out blurly. oops.. cancel that out.

dinner. was with dear juniors and a senior. no need to elaborate. was fun.

am home. that's like dUH.. how do you think I'm now writing this that you are reading now? uh.. I'm writing this now so that you can read it later but which you are reading now.. um.. that's not possible issit? geesh.. this is confusing.. oh well..

*someone stepped on my handphone.. cracked the screen.. waa~~

yay!! after many dark days term finally settled down.. but has not yet brought back bulky slabs of so-called "books" from underneath unsteady desks.. as so have reason not to mug off..

as always went to band room again yesterday. v.sad to find out somebody has secretly left piece of "rock" inwithin my scores. not very good sign. nono. v.bad sign. have heard punishment v.harsh. 20 rounds. quek style. ugh. was feeling v.sad.. smsed mr tan. "I will leave it to the librarian to decide the course of action." hope zq will be lenient.

at night was badly screwed by mum. till now have not exactly noe reason why. *sigh* have creid meself to sleep that night..

todae. have went on long and prelilous journey to skool by feet (or wad Ivan calls "bus no.11" ) 50 min journey to and fro have left legs tired. left legs complains to be more tired than right one.. squabblesome legs..

have just realised me has not started on band webby. dealine next next mon. me gonna get screwed again. gawd..

really forsee dark times ahead.. very dark times..

balloon hat fest finally is here. not exactly pleasant event. as band not very stable as yet. hoping for the best.. saw news on today's performance.. kinda bit lame. does not look veri cheerful. our band's gonna make the difference. are we?

*yawn* hafta go sleep now.. or soon.. or.. uh.. wadeva..

Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

woot woot~ today ar.. really kinda like a roller-coaster ride.. start of the day was quite good.. the geog ct wasn't that bad.. ( I'm suprised~) but after that things turned out really bad for me.. :( me failed chem test again.. waa~~ i really wanna cry.. josh oso fail.. then we suddenly felt like quiting band..

maths lesson. e-maths ct returned. life is really so unfair.. me and josh flunk again.. made us even fell like quiting more..

physics. i hate surprises.. unpleasant ones that is. cher gave a surprise test. so not soul-smoothing.. so not fun.. so very hard.. flunked again.. ugh..

forsee dark times ahead.. v.dark times..

oso, today v.wierd.. none of us wanna go band wor.. jongling becus of her hair.. (actually not bad wor..) the rest of us, some predict sure get scoldin.. the rest dun feel like it.. haiz~

but v.surprising. nice surprise tis time. prac today not that spirit-killing as many predicted. me finally is able to play me lord of the rings solo. was said by angela me have nice high notes. go me! today was not lectured. gd sign. meanings got slight improvement from last prac.. in least side thats wad me thinks.. in more side, no idea..

was told tmr is having some sort of sectionals.. not very spirit-lifting tis time.. me hates sectionals.. wicked, tricksey, falses!! oops.. turning gollem.. nono.. cancel that out.. but yes me hates sectionals.. had idea of practising meself.. as so can prance round when feel bored. as such that is now not going to happen.. anyways me goes b.r. everyday.. so wad if i miss out one day? nobody's gonna screw me, is there?

wad?? 8:42??? me has better get butt off chair and eyes off screen.. navaer..~

My Little Prince,
I've once again failed.
Where are you?
When will you come?
And stay by my side?
O My Little Prince,
Forever you shall stay in my heart.
As such you are not yet here.
But try again I will, my prince..

Back Some Day
When you're alone
I want you to know
I'll be back some day

When you're alone
I want you to know
I'll be back some day

It's time for me to have to go
Away for so long
To make our own paradise
But dreams don't come easy you've gotta believe me
You know this deep inside

But it's not long now
Till I'm on my way
I keep wishing tomorrow was yesterday
You're my everything
That won't disappear
Girl you've got nothing to fear

[Chorus:]
If you're alone, I want you to know I'll be back someday
Don't you ever let go
Baby, hold tight through the cold lonely night
Just wait for me till I get home
When you're on your own
I want you to know
I'll be there for you, I could never let go
I realise that you want me to stay
But hold on
I'll be back someday Be back someday, someday.

When I return, I wanna see
This beautiful baby who's still loving me
With tears in her eyes but a smile on her face
Impatiently we'll embrace

But it's not long now
Till' I'm on my way
I keep praying tomorrow was yesterday
You're my everything that won't disappear
Girl you've got nothing to fear

If you're alone, I want you to know I'll be back someday
Don't you ever let go
Baby, hold tight through the cold lonely night
Just wait for me till I get home
When you're on your own
I want you to know
I'll be there for you, I could never let go
I realise that you want me to stay
But hold on
I'll be back someday Be back someday, someday.

And when I go, I'll be loving you still
Baby you will never know, just how lonely I'll feel
You know I really gotta go, but I wish I could stay
Hold on, just hold on, I'll be back

If you're alone, I want you to know I'll be back someday
Don't you ever let go
Baby, hold tight through the cold lonely night
Just wait for me till I get home
When you're on your own
I want you to know
I'll be there for you, I could never let go
I realise that you want me to stay
But hold on
I'll be back someday Be back someday, someday.

"Everytime I close my eyes.
You are there.
Right behind my eyelids.."

Still have not finished The Little Prince

Oh yea~ finally back home.. went to band room agian.. (i go there everyday :D) had sectionals wif the sec1s.. one got headache somemore.. haha! then after that i went to twist balloons!! sho very fun!! me is now able to make perfect heart shapes!!(not exactly perfect, but definitely good enuff) mm.. today kinda busy lolx.. have std geog test tmr.. so must go mugging later.. v.tedious..
but todae's better than yesterday.. conductor drag to 6:45.. reach home only at 7+.. only to receive call from junior's mama.. turn out mama doesn't really understand junior.. waste of my time.. on con side, made me feel shocked (how did the mama noe me??) on plus side, have been relieved to find out junior is actually v.hardworkng and is scoring As..
todae had not that suitable for the weak canning session.. R***** dunno how to cane summore.. aimming all the wrong place.. scaring all of us.. then d.t. started one of her stories again.. fashionably late as usual.. and talk so long and slow.. grr..
waha.. todae w.k. sumore bad mood.. josh even made a w.k. happiness o-meter for him.. end of the day only rose to 40%.. haha!
hmm.. am thinking should just end here.. better finish mugging soon, R.I.P. early and gear for tmr's "sure" scolding during band prac.. seems that we might not be able to last for sunday.. haiz..

huh? I'm seriously blur now.. dun get wad I'm supposed to do.. now this is confusing.. hmm.. is this the diary part already? oh well, here goes.. well today is kinda hectic.. I haven done all my homework and i got a seriously tough math test!! ppl like jongling and aidil u all noe rite?? grrr.. after that we had stupid assembly about violence.. that that "seen-it" got really violent. lolx.. aiyah.. todae actually not much happen.. only had very heavy and long rain.. wet me only.. do me no good.. will do me gd tough if rains like this tmr.. round 9?? heh.. then no need PE.. so tedious one.. run and run only.. haiz.. heez.. today taught a junior the seagate thing.. at least she can play the first 2 pages liaoz.. mmm.. now me brain block.. next time then write lah..
Still have not finished The Little Prince..