Playing Now: FIR Songs
dang.
i mean, can life suck any worse??? SHE BARFED!!!!! AND IT HIT ME!!!!!!!
geesh.
ask me how many time i've washed my leg . i even had to spray deoderant. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE???? =(
all well.
and to add up to all that, i had to fall ill during PE. i just felt real sick.. felt like retching.. and i did =) water. cos i nv had breakfast. so there was only water. =) and after that i had a headache. see? suX.
dammit. i hate all this. i want to get away from it all. but i can't =(
well, thnx for the note u noe who.. erZ. if u meant traumatising as in 'she' barfing, yea. I was emotionally unwell after that. if u meant me being sick during PE, tarumatising yes still.
it felt like hell.

Song Playing : Little voice
feel free to call circular measure my enemy. can u believe i took AN HOUR to complete Q5???? dang. if i want my freedom i'll need all the time i have to mug. like say, right now. right this instant. but i'm not doing it. =X. my brain's fused.
i just can't go home early to study. once i get home, Mr Study mood goes toO. =(
i need to be out. like say for the past few days. have ppl rnd u to talk with occasionally. ask questions. stuff like that. [song now:sweet sixteen] can anyone help me up? bring me back to life? aargh. i sound so despo. i' m not. well maybe i am. i need more time!!! but that's like duH nv gonna happen. unless i stop typing this instant and hit the books. but. oh well. =)
and yes. i like chem now. it's interesting. at least to me. =X
hey aku. really not enuff ar??? wah u sure are fast. i haven even got last year's present from u guys. bunch of liars =P. not that i'd blame u guys though. actually i dun mind [song now: Come Clean. -I'm getting hilary duffy-] i'm a december baby. so nvM then. =)
my brain's really fused. nth in it now. *knocks brain: hello???* no reply. =( progressive enuff that i squeezed out everything u are reading now. i shall once again leave with ANOTHER song. =)

Come Clean

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

[CHORUS:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall downI
'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[CHORUS]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

[CHORUS]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

Current Favourite Song: too many to say =X

wahaha! just finished watching Sg Idol: The Unsung Heros.. HOLY COW. ROCKY RAWKS! hahah.. ross rowKs toO! lOl.. and i mr solitaire rox too. by hell the first 2 were ***T lOl. secret bf diaO. i oso have secret bf leh.. from secret country oso.. XD hahha.. I mean. like. wad the hell lor. so crap. anyways the last part is DA BEST. the one gurmit with pink lady.. and the heart.. so "sweeT" rite. boO.
i guess reality tv is real cruel sometimes. really. i mean, i swear ross sings better than some of the finalist lor. so is rocky and Mr solitaire. BUT WHY THEY NOT IN??? see? reality sux. oh well.
FIR FIR FIR! they rule the world man! =X. i just get get their songs off mi head!
oh ya.. lier-bag. i have FOUR new forxtrot. tell me if u want k? lOl.. today the library surprisingly has so many of eM.

let me leave with a nice song:

My Happy Ending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

oral was hell. freaking hell!!!!!. i screwed it. screwed screwed screwed! damn. i just can't do things rite. *slaps self* "earth to silvia! wake up u dumbo!" i caught my tongue during the exam like duno how many thousand billion times man. wad the *toot*! must be all the legolas elf powers really disappearing from me le.. nono.. I NOE WHY. must be because i saw that *toot*ing bitch! argH! see her and u get unlucky. go figure. how amazing she is.

Sg IdoL rawks to e corE~! sylvester! luv him *muahx* lOl. maia rawks too. she can really shake it man~ how bubbly. and cute. and flabby. ooPs. didn mean it.okay i meant that. okay no. =X but beverly. i hate her. she's not gonna be the idol no waY!

and JE library's getting bitchy. eeE. dun even let ppl study. wad the hell lor. i mean, wad's a library for man. open a library with 5 stories then dun let ppl study there. so NIAO for wad. boO. bad library. go meow like a cat la.

all of a sudden i had a wonderful intrest for chem. luv it. it just rawks. =) okay i'm crazy. but the exams are coming!!!!!! how many more days? 11???? aargh! sure die le. now trying to catch up as much as possible. once again i do not have enuff time. wadeva. shall not think to much. where is my legolas when i need him most? he's disappearing from me!!! nvm. i now have kurogane, soro, and night. one go three come. gd gd.

so lili like ur present? hahah... must slowly eat de hor.. lOl..dun tell huimin i brought her a present hor.. lOl.. maybe i giving her tmr.. still dunno how to wrap.. or maybe i not wrapping le.. seems like this year wadeva present i give i nv wrap. =X. jane's one. lili's one. yf's one. oh well. they get to see present sooner ma. gd rite?

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ah sylvester. so cute now that he smiles. wahhahaha! =X really ma. so cute. voted for him twice. woO~ even my mums votes for him lor. hahah.. hope he gets in.. really think he deserves it.. lOl.. okay these few days may not blog so much le.. EXAMS AR!!!! but ppl..
WATCH THIS SPACE FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!! I'LL BE WRITING A STORY IF I'M NOT WRONG. LOL. =D

SINGAPORE IDOL

ytd's Sg Idol rox man! it's like the most crazee one i ever ever saw! lOl.
i can believe the 2 guys got in!
they themselves can't believe it too! lOl.
but i dun like beverly la..
nana not bad.
i like jerry though! he's got this unique voice! very suitable for old songs..
like those my papa will like.. wahahaah..
but..
*sniff*
MAIA!!!!!!!! WHY U NOT IN!!!!!!
waaa~~ i voted for u k?
haah... and i got the reply immediately! lOl..
poor aidil..
sent twice still no reply =Pokay i shall be modest.. heeX.

YUET FANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! loL.

i just watched sesame street. i luv elmo. he just so cutE! hahaha...
i'm thinking of changing my blog layout again.. hMMM.. is that a gd idea?
oh well.. wahahha..

hey that night i dreamt of handsome guy woR! lOl.. really handsome.. but i dunno who he is..
he's just talking and talking to me.. cooL rite..
second time i have this type of dreams le.. first time also dunno who he is.. lOL..

just got back from chong booN.. wahah.. the skooL so so nice lor.. no like ours.. haiz.. today wasn really enjoyable.. our playing suckeD! OMG! it's like so crap lor! dunno wad happen oso.. guess is becus that piece we only play twice baH.. can't really blame ourselves la.. heH.. oh ya. wad wonderful toliets they have. no doors. >.<> wuwahahahh. but then all locked. ecept for one in an isolated coner of the skooL and no lights de. creepy. i run. lOl.

but got handsome guys! hahah.. got this instructor i think.. shld be euphonium de if i'm not wrong.. wah i like him sia. very manly type *dreams* wahahah.. really.. if i were older i'd go for him.. n_n! but too bad.. dun even noe wad his name is.. lOl.. the wei kang nv go.. haiz.. if he went he sure noe his name de.. =(
then this oboe guy so so cute! hahah.. erm.. balister( dunno how to spell) de.. he really that type of cute guy girls like loR! hahha. this one i noe the name Kevin Ng! lOL.. but dunno him la.. i only noe the flute de kelvin ng.. but flutes de no shuai ge =( always liddat de.. hahaoPPsiE! i'm going guy crazy.. but can't help it..
anyway there were more chio bus! flutes de also have! hahah.. i not talking bout myself dun worry! hahah.. from bartley de.. both so cute and sweet looking.. hee.. too bad i forgot their names.. aWWW.. okay enuff of teh exchange i guess. was quiet fun in the way.. heH.

now is time for reality. study! i haven started anything this weeK! i must buck up! die die must finish maths and geog by the end of the week! ahHHHH!

todaY had math remedial.. waH sian. woke up early in the morning to do hw.. some of the Qs i actually stare for rnd 10 min lOr.. so harD to see de.. then after that immediately go skooL.. math AGAIN. math math math math. math makes me mad. jane was sick though.. poor thing. hope ur okay now dear! =D hahah.. then so crappy.. we shifted from 5th floor to 3rd floor then to 2nd floor.. =S then matin say later shift to ms tay office.. LAME. hahah.. later shift to band room? okay not funny. =X

after i get home very sian le.. actually wanna do math hw de.. but really very sian.. so nv do.. but i really need to buck up lor.. like so much hw.. and i resolved to finish revising my math and geog by the end of this week. i must REN! *ties white cloth with red ren wording on forehead* *puts on serious face*

oh btw.. my sister part of the blog will be coming up soon.. xiner is the first applicant.. anymore takers? lOl.


a hacker's using the flower to hack pple's acct so pls dun put a flower in front of yer nick. pass down

hahah... i nth to blog today woR.. hahah... i just got home.. from family outing.. got some new clothes =D haha.. so today really nth much happen.. oh ya! i changed template for 3/6 blog! okay maybe not very nice.. but i guess it's a good start for the blog rite? =D lOl.. i will improve on it though.. so yer ppl relax if not nice to u =P

*yawn*

today a bit weird.. dunno why too. ha. =P erm.. so today i went to skooL for band. lOl. liying bought so many comics today! so many many many! =D nice to see so many.. hahah.. bruce gales came again!!!!!!! ahhhh! but actually he's not bad.. i kinda pity him.. he come to help us every week for free.. then we still dun appreciate.. he's helping us.. haiz.. imagine u are him.. how will u feel? not very nice rite.. so now i dun exactly mind him coming.. well, now that he noes we dun like peter's march and chorale one.. LOL. felt bad. haha..

after that me and liying and doris went to JP! cos doris say got some jap fair.. then comics sell for 50cent only.. wahahah... really sia.. lol... but all not very interesting to me.. i see the pages yellowish i sian diao.. haah.. and kfc and long john's so FULL. wad the hell. hahah.

AHHHH MONSTER!!!!!! I SAW MONSTER THERE!!!!!! (okay so i didn)

erm. sorry for that. heh. =D i suddenly find using colors quite fun. lOl. i dunno how it will turn out in my blog though. if not nice then i next time dun use. hahah.. so after a long time in JP i finally got home =D. then play flute. play com. eat. play flute. play com. here i am. lOL.

yay. I CAN PLAY DISNEY MOVIE MAGIC LE! =D

WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!! YA WOOOOO!!! OH YEA MAN!!!!!!!!
i'm my own hero. that's wad i am =D hahha.. okay okay.. i BHB... i admit.=P haha.. but i'm just in a gd mood ppl.. =D i fixed my com!!!!!!!!! with no body's help! really! gabriel i didn even use ur disc! hahah... i just made another startup disk and restore only la.. not very erm.. wei da.. hahah.. but gd enuff for me.. finally my brain's working..
hey thnx ppl for commenting on my blog design.. i very happy with it too.. yea liying one day i'll teach u k? i gonna start a corner called " Sisters" meaning links of sister blogs. rui ming ur the first i'll add.. then liying i'll add u too.. who else wanna be in my "Sister" category.. feel free to tell me.. no subscription needed. admission is free. no membership fees. =P lOlx. jking la.
wad kind of break am i exactly getting? it's ridiculous! my one week break's turning out to be no break at all.. every day hafta go skooL :-
Monday - math remedial (1 - 4pm)
Tuesday- CBSS (Chong Boon Sec.. real name.. -> Chong Boon Concert Band, time
not confirmed)
Wednesday- CBSS
Thursday- math remedial (9am to 12 noon)
Friday- math remedial ( 9am to 12 noon)
see? where exactly is my BREAK? -_-'" haiz. i give up. i haven passed my chem a single time other than mid-year. seriously. i need to get sth done. yer ppl tell me how yer study eh? damn. why did i just talk pirate-style? hmmm.. i'm turning weird. nvm. weird is gd. in a way. oh well.