anyone knows where i can download bleach? in windows media format? or any format that i can burn and watch on tv? lol cuz my lousy com no sound
boo hoo!

i'm using the sch's laptop now.
and there is very bad connection
SIAN
and i wasted 2 days of my life!
nv do any work.
i'm becoming such a pig.

just a thought.
it's really saddening
when someone u once thought would be ur best fren for a long time
suddenly talks to u much less
and suddenly u don't mean much to him/her anymore
and its so sudden
it doesn give u any time to react.
just poof! and everything u both had disappears
sad.
really.
*sings "it's sad, so sad, it's a sad sad situation..."*
friend please come back to me.
i feel like i'm spongebob and you are patrick.
i want my fren patrick back.
"oh the glory days. why have we grown apart?!"

what is a seal supposed to do....?

and another thought.
crushes and stuff.
what another complicated thing.
you like a guy.
you dun noe about his feelings.
will you confess?
and under what circumstances would you do so?
are you willing to give up what you have as friends?
the outcome may be sweetand wonderful
but it can be equally teribble as well.
he could jolly well nv talk to you again.
he could ignore you.
man this is tough.
and i want to talk to my fren about it.
but he doesn seem to think much of me anymore
boohoo.

seal ends this post sadly.

finally started watching bleach again..
but i'm about 80 episodes behind.
LOL

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along…
Who’s gonna comfort me and keep me strong

The journey still continues on..
Even on quiet days
After the moon complete its phase
It will shine light upon ships

I pray and wait for the new day to come
Until it arrives across the vividly sparkling ocean

i'm not holding any hopes this time round..

the neoprints are like finally here.
WEE!!
but the quality very lousy! the pics very dull!
last time i take before damn nice lor.
cause the stupid machine screwed up. and there's even a note at the back that says:

Dear Customer,
Sorry to let you wait so long for
the photo. C you next time!

-PRINT CLUB-

as if i want this incident to happen ever again.
anyways here are the pics!
they look much better on it's own.



okay fine. i act cute. but aidil definitely does not rock!!
jong=idiot?



i dunno if aidil's a monster or he's just sick..
coughing blood. ONTO OUR HEADS!!



yea yea. bimbo. faggot. whore.
and that was the first time i ever went to starbucks!
my starbucks virginity!!



my favourite photo XD
they say i shld get a hat liddat.
haha
suits me eh? =P

i'm sorry to my mum.
i really am.
but i don't know what to say to her.
she's crying.
i'm crying.
she said that she will let us have the taste of not having a mum.
i'm so scared i really am.
and i don't know what to do.
i'm afraid of even talking to her.
i really don't know what to do...

watched pirates today...
like FINALLY.
hahaha.
i really liked it though..
very funny.. just like what yuetfeng said.
and captain b is back!
haha. he's damn cool to me.
and he finally got to eat his apple.

______________________________________

dammit the neoprints haven arrived.
must go complain on sat if it still doesn come.
rite aidil? lol.

anyways i have a new resolution.
it's my National Day Resolution.
I want to be smart and not stupid.
-_-'"

i know what you are thinking.
IT'S POSSIBLE OKAY.
jeez.
don't belittle me.
especially wenjie.
and ivan.
and germ.

__________________________
1. what is your full name?
+ Silvia Lim Si Qi

2. what size is your shoes?
+ 6-7

3.what are you listening to right now?
+ tv

5. what was the last thing you ate?
+ red turtle

6. Last person you hugged?
+ ermmmmmmmm. my parrot?

7. How is the weather right now?
+ okay.. quite cool

8.who was the last person you talked to on the
phone?
+ hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. crap i really dun rmb.

10.do u have a G/F B/F?
+ nope.

11.do you want children?
+ maybe.. depends on my husband. haha.

12.do you drink?
+ dun like beer. like wine.

13.ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire
night?
+ nope.

14.hair colour?
+ black

15.eye colour?
+ black and white

17.favourite holiday?
+ dun have.

18.favorite season?
+ autumn... cooling!!

19.ever cried for no reason?
+ no. i'm not idiotic

21.how many mirrors are in your room?
+ 1

22.whats your favorite song?
+ alamak. so many la.

23.have u ever stole from a store?
+ primary school steal a 20cents thingy from the bookshop.
my friend teach de.

24.do you enjoy the sensational taste of
starbucks?
+ not bad... i only tried it once..

25.does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you?
+ huh?

26.do you have any friends of the gay preference?
+ er ya.

27.do you love anyone now?
+ dunno

28.is cheese like the best food ever, or what?
+ i cannot eat T_T

29.what books are you reading?
+ manga... and TRYING to read DA VINCI CODE

30.piercings?
+ 2

31.favourite movie?
+ Pirates of Caribbean.. LordoftheRings. SilentHill..

32.favorite football team?
+ BRAZIL. but they lost!

33.what were you doing before filling this out?
+ watching tv

34.any pets?
+ hamsters + parrot + fish

35.dogs or cats?
+ nope

37.have you ever been caught doing something
you weren't supposed to do?
+ erm ya. just today for example. =X

38.have you ever loved someone?
+ yep :)

39.who would you like to see right now?
+ :)

40.are you friends with any of your exs?
+ yup

41.have you ever fired a gun?
+ no.. but I WANT TO.

43.right or left-handed?
+ right

44.if you could be with someone right now who
would it be?
+ :)

45.how many pillows do you sleep with?
+ 1

46.are you missing someone?
+ :)

47.Do you have a tattoo?
+ no..

48.do you still watch cartoons on Saturday
morning?
+no... maybe i shld :)

49.are you hiding something from someone?
+ yeap...

50.most annoying thing about you?
+ can be VERY stupid.

______________________________
Q: whose bed did you sleep in last night?
A= ... SILVIA'S.

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A= pink

Q: most recent movie that you watched?
A= er. Silent Hill. TMR WILL BE PIRATES.

Q: name one thing that you do everyday?
A= eat?

Q: what's the color of your bedroom walls?
A= blue

Q: how much cash do you have right now ?
A= ivan owes me money.

Q: What is your favorite part of the chicken?
A= breast n thigh

Q: What's your favorite sport to watch?
A= soccer+rugby

Q: I can't wait till...?
A= i become slimmer

Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A= erm.. like.. 10secs ago?

Q: Who got you to join friendster?
A= aiyoh. dun remember la. haha

Q: What did you have for dinner last night?
A= dun remember. the day before i had spagetti.

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A = balcony

Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed
from someone?
A= alec? last time PE shirt.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during
the day? A
= blogs i guess.

Q: Do you have an air freshener in your car?
A= me no car.

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A= nope

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A= YES. MY LEG.

Q: What city was your last taxicab ride in?
A= huh. i really dun rmb.

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A= monday.

Q: Would you have a problem if your friend went
after your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
A= maybe? not sure..

_______Last________
1. Person you saw: = family
2. Talk on the phone with: I DON'T REMEMBER.
3. Hugged: DUN RMB.

_______Today________
1. What are you doing now: .........
2. What are you doing tonight: sleep.
3. What did you eat for lunch: bread and SPICY FISHBALLS

________Tomorrow___________
1. Got any plans: = ya alot
3. Goal = i nv play soccer.. so no goal.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: school.
5. Do you have work = alot of schoolwork

________Currently_________
1. are u awake? = no. i'm silvia.
2. listening to: = tv.
3. wearing jeans: = no
4. eating: = nah
5. tasting: =my own saliva.
6. whats on your mind? = when this will end
7. smoking? = I WILL NEVER SMOKE
8. drinking? = nah
10. do you miss anyone? = :)

met jong today..
initially we wanted to watch pirates at lido..
then...
jongling late for 1 hr
haha. and we missed the show
nvm la jongling!
it's alright.
i can always watch with my dumb friend ;)

in the end we ended up walking from orchard interchange to centrepoint shopping centre to go to the bank. haha. finally jongling has money!
and we walked all the way back to fareast wtfreak.
hahah. my legs get tired easily. i think it's the shoe. slippers.
after lunch at LJS we walked up and down the whole of fareast.
until aidil arrived.
all of a sudden i regretted not buying earrings at a particular store.
crap. haha. should go back one day and buy.
aiyah enough of boring stuff..
we walked alot of places.. like taka... hereen..
I LOVE HEREEN.
I LOVE NEWURBANMALE.
I LOVE THE GUYS IN NUM.
all have bloody hot figure.
all bloody handsome.
and one of them smiled at me.
my favourite is still at his same spot.
behind the counter.
and he was eating. and licking his fingers.
SO CUTE.
and jongling was practically crazy.

and i went to STARBUCKS for teh first time in my life!
and i got bitter coffee.
okay nvm.

we took neoprints!
and took so long to design.
BUT.
the machine cock up.
so have to wat very long.
and in the end the person ask us to leave our add.
will mail to me.
hahah so lame la.
imagine recieving neoprints in ur mailbox.
oh well.
that's about it for today.
took many pics on phone too.
will post when i get em.

Feeling blue
When I'm trying to forget the feeling
That I miss you

Feeling green
When the jealousy swells and it won't
Go away in dreams

Feeling yellow
I'm confused inside a little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind
ohhhh.....

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colourblind
You make me colourblind

Feeling red
When you spend all your time with your friends
And not me instead

Feeling black
When I think about all of the things that
I feel I lack

Feeling jaded
When it's not gone right
All the colours have faded
Then I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours
Creeps into my mind
mmmm....

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colourblind
You make me colourblind

Blinded by the light you shine
The colours fade completely
Blinded by you everytime
I feel your smile defeat me
I'm colourblind
I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colourblind

Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light
You're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colourblind
(your the light
your the light
when i close my eyes)
You make me colourblind

(your the light
your the light
when i close my eyes)
you make me colorblind

(your the light
your the light
when i close my eyes
i'm colorblind)

(fading)
nobody told me it feels so good...

EDITED

WEDNESDAY

today was an up and down day..
sch was nth much..
but there was the council investiture.
which me and alvin actually went.
after looking at the programme list,
we contemplated the pros and cons.
and "3, 2, 1!" we siam from the venue.
hahah.
in the end i went to far east with germ.
SUBWAY AGAIN.
hahah. just too damn nice.
especially the peanut cookies.
and and and.
i saw daphne kooh!
very very pretty!!!
and now very skinny.
the hair really damn nice..
and for the shopping trip,
GERM DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY!!!!
hahah. and she was sooooooooo pek.
and we saw........
KUMAR!
what the hell we saw KUMAR!
kay eu am eh ar
KUMAR. (not praveen)
and she he totally looked like a woman from the back.
and we ate apple crumble pie! from Han's.
and the moment our fork sank into the pie.. it started to crumble.
hahahahha.

germ is definitely an expensive girl.
and an expensive friend.
expensive to go out with lol.

anyways when i went home things started to go bad.
my parrot injured his feet!
i felt so sad.
but the vet told us he's fine =)
so.
good.
haha.

TODAY

i got my hair cut.
what the freak.
VERY SHORT CAN.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
it's like soo huey's hair.
BUT.
thinner.
can you imagine that???
but only 10 bucks la.
what can i expect.
must save money money money~~

_______________________________
i'm such a sucker for animals.
especially sick injured ones.
when i see them..
my heart will actually ache.
and i see it as my duty to protect and help them.
sounds corny eh?
haiz.
maybe i shld work with animals in the future.

i've been so tired these few days.
well but ITALY still won.
hahha never even expected italy to be in the finals.
i rooted for brazil.
but at the last min i supported for brazil.
all because of my ITALY bag.
now i can carry it with pride!
haha!

ANYWAYS.
I HATE YOU AIDIL.
BLEH!
score so well for mids!
as for me.
i did pretty badly.
:(

GP- 57% (C)
Chinese- unknown (U)
Maths- 47% (E)
Physics- 45& (E)
Econs- 53% (D)
Geog- 33% (U) <---- hahah that was totally shitty.

that's all.
RAWR.
i bet aidil's is full of Bs and As.
dammit.
i can't believe i pass econs and i can't believe i failed geog.
that's like so.....
bleh.
don't care liao la!
time to mug for promos.
just realised that it's 2 months away.
:(

who loves foxtrot?
i love foxtrot.
haha








________________________________________
And Id give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
Youre the closest to heaven that ill
Ever be
And I dont want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
I just dont want to miss you tonight

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cant fight the tears that aint
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know youre alive

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I dont think that theyd
Understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

READ THE PREVIOUS POST FIRST





that's me being stupid.















and then i'm a devil.
germ nice hat!















the king out to PLAY!!!


















we had a little party.
okay i'm being dumb.
bleh.
















cats and bunnies!!











and the ADIDAS shops are damn cool.
esp the stella mcartney designs.
but so super duper ex.
i can only dream.....
hahah.

the arts day was a erm.
quite a failure.
and the weather was so hot!
went for subway with wenjie n germ.
DOING PROJECT OKAY.
haha.
and we walked so much.
my legs are aching now.
AND WE TOOK NEOPRINTS!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.







first we made our way to the female toilet.
wenjie tiko!!!



















germ got her butt burned.
i escaped in time.

















the after-effects of the fire.
germ is still frightened.



















THIS IS THE SOUND OF MY VOICE!!

















a sweet photo.















omg blogger is so lousy.
can only upload 5.
must next post!!
so dumb!!

EVIDENCE OF STUPIDITY WITHIN ALEC


Alec GTC says:
gee.
hey
mon everything is pushed back by a min ah
i mean an hour

we managed to pull thru today's presentation..
even though we didn't have the chance to prepare much.
i really want to thank yihan for being there, for speaking so well.
and i'm sorry to her for feelinh angry in the morning (although she dunno)
it was just all the stress that got the better of me.
i almost cried out.
but!
haha.
recovered quite quickly due to B1 and B2's stupidity.
and i came to realise that yihan is really busy..
being in the SC and all. =)
and thanks to wenjie too.
for doing all the siakang late into the night ytd.
i know you were bitching about it with ivan.
but just let you know we really appreciate it.
haha!
and to neng neng also!
for being there on time!
and being so blur to the extent it's funny.
hahha.
and i think you presented well too.
just STOP SHAKING YOUR BUTT.
_________________________________

had lunch with half the class at food culture.
saw my shuaige *_*
very shuai. and looks good in the clothes.
didn't really get to talk with everyone though. so sad.
and i called junming a girl.
heh.
accident? lol.
__________________________________

i'm such a boring person.
slept so much.
did so little.
and how??
i still have the design to rush.
all of a sudden i feel like a DMD student.
haha!
jongling and tanyaw shld be able to empathise with me LOL.
i better get to work.
but not before i eat ANOTHER nougat.
LOL.
and to ivan. please stop eating fisherman's friend!
WHY EAT THE FRIEND???

nougats nougats nougats.
totally heaven.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
it's like some kind of addiction.
thanks to gay =)
and happy birthday too!

----------------------------------

maths.
i did really badly.
31/65
go commit suicide liao.
this mid-years..
dun think i see much hope already.
must practise more.

in other news monday is smart and casual day!
dunno what to wear yet.
but but but
school starts at 9
supposed to be good news.
BUT IT ENDS AT 630.
BAD BAD NEWS.
BOO HOO.

oh well.
anyways i got addicted to my old phone.
the 3100 glow-in-the-dark one..
the keypad is so wonderful to use.
and it's making xpang jealous.
he's in self-denial now.
=)

do you love pirates?
i do.
AYE!

how can you resist.. a pirate so hot?


JOHNNY DEPP RULES THE CARIBBEAN.
i mean jack sparrow.








and i shall always remember this day
as the day that ivan(gay) almost KILLED my parrot.
HE SQUEEZED MY PARROT.
how would you like someone squeezing YOUR bird?
what if there were NO MORE BIRDS?


bye.
(waves parrot hat)
omg. i can't believe i just typed that.
i meant pirate hat.
all wenjie's fault!!
it's Pirates of the Caribbean.
NOT PARROTS OF THE CARIBBEAN!!

my fears.


[ ] the dark
[x] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x]giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying (nv flew before)
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched (by tikos then yes)
[ ] fire ( i love fire. PYRO!!!)
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[x] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[ ] large crowds (onli when it makes me
claustrophobic)
[x] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges (tat swing alot!)
[x] death
[x] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assualted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep


________________________

48% weird

[ ] You put mayonaise on hot dogs
[x] You like bread and butter (toasted bread)
[ ] You play with your food
[ ] You talk to your food
[ ] All you ever think about is food
[ ] You like eating ice cream on a daily basis
[ ] You can't live without candy/sweets
[ ] You hate vegetables

T O T A L: 1

[ ] You play with dolls (used to. not anymore)
[x] You talk to your dog/cat as if it were a baby
[ ] You are scared of spoons
[x] You have a fear of dying
[ ] You cut yourself
[x] You wish you were aqueen/king/prince/princess
[x] You wish you were married to Orlando Bloomor Angelina Jolie
[x] You love sleeping

T O T A L: 5

[x] You are afraid of bugs
[ ] You have a fear of germs and bacteria
[ ] You are a neat freak
[ ] You eatbugs/bunnies/birds/frogs/snails/dogs/babies
[x] You have a fear that the world will end soon
[ ] You hate sports because you're afraid ofgetting hurt
[ ] You love doing safe things all the time and never take risks
[ ] You scrub everything you own daily

T O T A L: 2

[ ] You're afraid of driving
[ ] You have destructive relationships
[ ] You talk to yourself in front of other people
[x] You talk to yourself in your mind
[x] You believe in ghosts
[ ] You believe in zombies
[ ] You believe in the tooth fairy
[ ] You still believe in Santa Clause

T O T A L: 2

[ ] You wish you were dead
[ ] You are a vegetarian
[ ] You are a tree hugger
[ ] You believe in the easter bunny
[x] You have weird friends
[ ] You wish you were dead
[x] You were totally 100% honest in this quiz

T O T A L: 2

Now count up the number and multiplyby 4. Then repost saying I'm (the number you got times 4) % weird.

the check-up trip proved to be a relief.
after a look by the consultant and some eye drop,
birdy seems to be very fine!
have to remember not to feed too much though.
it seems very fat compared to other birds
=X
and it's starting to whistle all sorts of tunes!!
wee!
today i saw something abit weird in the poo.
must observe more.

AND MY MUM IS LIKE A DEITY.
wah go bugis with her can die.
seriously.
WALK WHOLE DAY NOT TIRED.
anyways.
i got:
-jeans
-3/4 s
-shorts
-blouse
-bag
-food (haha =P)
WEEEEE.
seriously. she can shop like crazy.
my brother was WHINING.
my sis was tired to the extent that she compliments everything my mum wants to buy tin the hope that she will purchase faster.
and my dad swore never to bring my mum to bugis ever again.
man bugis IS a nice place to shop.
when you have your mum =D
she said she'll go there alone next time
i said i'll follow =D

anyways i can't fit into the new 3/4 s
but it's very nice
so it acts as my aim
to slim down and FIT into it
heh.

nites
=)