okay.
random post.
saw from jeannette's blog.
i bored.
bored. blog.
blog. bored.
rhymes!! XD


5 random facts about me:
1. i (do/play/shoot) archery
2. i play the flute
3. i'm getting fatter day by day
4. i'm trying hard to loose weight
5. i'm a smart girl but ppl (like praveen ivan wenjie and germ) like to call me stupid.

5 things which scare me:
1. LIZARDS. damn i really hate them.
2. the TAILS of RATS.
3. rejection
4. when i make someone angry
5. when ppl become "freaky"

5 songs im listening to:
1. HSM Breaking Free
2. HSM WHen There was Me and You
3. Cascada Everytime we Touch (both versions)
4. Pride (elmo+googoodolls)
5. Life is a Boat (bleach 1st ending)

5 things i like:
1. SUSHI. (okay jeannette. this one i copy you!!!)
2. WAFFLES.
3. are people counted as THINGS? if yes, then it's secret. hahah.
4. when i suddenly feel like exercising
5. having time alone and have lots of anime to watch and manga to read XD XD XD

5 things i say most:
1. HAR??
2. shut up lah
3. what the hell
4. wah lau
5. i am smart XD

5 people to do this:
1. ALEC. this is REVENGE.
2. alright. germ. i tag you!!
3. FAB AGAIN. :P
4. hi karen. yes that's you :P
5. okies. soohuey if you happen to see this!!

haiz.
dunno why..
but day by day..
it seems like i'm losing my will.
the will that i originally had..
to go to school each day.
Undeniably..
things have changed..
the circumstances are different now.
what was used to be.
is not meant to be anymore.

as the chinese saying goes.
do not care that you don't have it now.
care that you once had it.
(okay pardon my badddddddd translation)

but really..
all of a sudden going to school seems like a drag..
somehow.. i'm still holding on..
for that few moments of laughter.
few moments of smiles.
for THAT particular smile.

gone were the close-bonded days
i guess irritation pushed you away.
and i have nothing to say about it.
all the empty talk.
i now understand.
i now know.
and i'll step back.
since that's what you seem to wish.

it's hard for me to trust and hold on again.

i look around, everyone has someone.
someone that will be there anytime for them.
that someone who will stick to them in any circumstances.
that someone.. who belongs to them only.
i look around..
and i have none.

i dunno why i'm saying all these.
gues i've been thinking alot lately.
and all the thoughts just overwhelmed me.
to the extent i'm almost breaking down.
maybe a few days of break from everyone will help me regain my sanity.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear


but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!





Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one


you like will leave you for the one they love.











Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.


Who calls you back when you hang up on him.


Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.


Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.


Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.





Who holds your hand in front of his friends.


Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he


cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.


Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's


her."

SILVIA NEVER ATTEND SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY!!!
WOOHOO.
as i was told, once there's a first time, there will always be a second.
haha.

OKAY LA GOT GO SCHOOL.
but after assembly suddenly headache again.
bloody hell.
waste my time wake up so early and go school.
and signing out took so long la.
machiam no headache also will get headache.
lucky got biwei to pei me.
if not i faint on the spot.

CCK polyclinic is a no-no place to go ever again!
BB PC is still the best.
fully air-conditioned.
i waited 1nhalf hours to see the doctor!!
and the whole thingy took like, less than a minute.
what the HELL.
totally waste my time.
doctor even asked if i want to go hospital.
=.=
maybe she suan me or sth.


go home only my bro and sis also at home.
both dunno what happen also.
=.=
must be something we ate ytd.

siala.
at least i get to "pon" econs test, GP lesson, and chinese lesson today.
=.=
totally didn study for econs la
ytd want to study that time my aunt ask me watch "I not stupid 2"
somehow i relate to the phrase quite well.
oh well.

wah today stay at home never do any work sia.
keep getting headache.. then no headache..
then headache... then no headache.
IRRITATING LA
I WANT TO BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL LIAO.

that post was done in germaine's house.
the next time i know her sis is there,
i'll make sure to bring armour and weapon.
SHE IS MAD LA.
cornered me for quite a half hour or so.
sit on me, crush me.
beat me whack me.
phew i count myself lucky for still being sane and alive.
and i was force to play the caterpillar game.

oh pillar
caterpillar
lazy boy
sexy girl
go to school
play a fool

=.=

finally got my butt down to blog.
getting abit bored though. dunno what to say.
blogging about life is boring. at least to me.
cause there's just too many things to type.
:(

i reckon i might just fail my promos at this rate.
i'm far too lazy to study.
far too lazy to move.
that's precisely why i've grown 9 kgs ever since i stepped into pioneer.
boo.
so fat.
and i dun blame the people who call me fat.
i badly want to go on a diet.
sheesh.
but my love for food seems to be the greatest obstacle.
and the seemingly unlimited supply of food from germaine.
okay germaine.
that's it.
let's help each other by both eating less.
remember for prom???
we must look slim!!
so.
forget all the junk!!

I FINALLY GET A CHANCE TO BLOG!
bout the day before National Day =D
IT WAS SUCH AN EVENTFUL DAY.
hopefully this doesn hang like aidil's.
haha.

me and aidil met up with cindy dave first..
we went to Lido there and she he ate LJS.
here's a pic of her him eating XD

aiyoh... the expression so fake rite..
hahaha!
and we saw wendy!!
MEI XIANG~~~
so pretty!!! and she decided to hang out with us!
fangling came along too! for awhile la
YUET FENG!! nv go with us. HRUMPH.
waste our phone calls.
after that we went STARBUCKS (my second trip, same place)
and i took a pic with the pretty one.
(don't look at my face. i noe it sucks )

she got a pimple.
sorry wendy.
haha.

well after that we wanted to walk to marina square to find jongling..
just as we started to walk she called..
and she's already at marina!
haha. miracle. first time jongling early!
*clap clap clap*
so we faster took a bus to find her. lol.
at marina i saw a few pioneer teachers..
including ms tan! guess everyone wants to slack on that day. haha
then we were searching for a place to eat..
dave said he only want to eat a bit..
and we ended up in BK..
and he ended up with...
THE BIGGEST BURGER.
WHOOPER. (he forgot about the jr.)

just look at the size..


dave trying to eat his burger..
the eyes damn scary la..
7th month!!


in the end of course cannot finish.
and aidil hit his head on a girl's boobs!!
"ANATA WA CHI CHI KUSAI!"
(translation: your neh neh smelly)
lol.

we had some time to kill before the fireworks..
so we went to the arcade..
played some games..
and it was time to go!

sadly our view was blocked by a building..
but nonetheless, the fireworks were AMAZING.
nothing like i ever seen before.
=)

post the pics nest time. haha. lazy now =P

stupid alec.

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.(:

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t want TeeVee these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed alot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart. like totally!
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I like sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of moodswings. according to wenjie.
I have a hidden talent. so hidden, even i dunno what it is
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have alot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in trackpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. only some ideas.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future. depends on my other half
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have alot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch spongebob squarepants and i love it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who i am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I work at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fell for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell i did this stupid thing. stupid alec.
I can’t whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal i’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees are a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring. i want to.
I have a tatoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

i STAB:
AIDIL
KAREN
FABIAN
erm.
i dunno liao leh.
I STAB BACK ALEC!!
and..
i stab WENJIE!!
even though he can't do anything ahha!

it's 3.22pm on a sunny monday afternoon.
i should blog before the events disappear from my degrading memory.

mrs yeo wasn't in sch AGAIN!
CT period was like, gambling time.
i still rmb friday after geog.
there were like 4 deacks of bridge -_-
and alec was like "gambling den"
today was more like casino.
hahah.
there were diff types of games today.
+bridge.
+asshole diadee.
+dice game (played in POTC: the dead man's chest btwn davy jones and will turner.)
+dice game (first to double)
if any teacher were to walk pass we would sure get detention =.=
and there were even mini games of chi go pa
i guess it's the new way of class bonding.
anyways.
the dice game i played was FUN!
the laughing gang were finally doing sth together and having fun hahah.
i guess teh most famous bid was... 13 sixes!
haha!
and i win quite alot. other than praveen.
boo.
he own me everytime.
bleh.

half way thru physics germ came up with sth new.
A-Z lists.
we did many lists!
for:
+Boy's names
+Girl's names
+Shopping malls
+Restaurants
+Mrt stations
+Fruits
+Countries
+Movies
+Car brands
+Singers
that's a hell lot of lists!!
the only one we managed to fully complete was for Movies.
haha.
we were doing it all the way until the end of maths lecture.

GP was.. as usual. hahaha.
but me and germ were secretly playing dice.
as well as shuting charissa and fengrui.
man my AQ got only 4.5 out of 10!
jeez!

during break there was MASS CHIGOPA
hahah so fun.
praveen was as usual, mass winner.
crap la.

for econs..
we got an ass teacher for relief can.
make things blurer only.
boo!
i was playing dice with prav then.
he always bullies me.
bah!

tmr is the start of holidays!
no no.
i mean
now is the start of holidays!!
yay!!!
tmr supposed to celebrate hak's bday.
but dunno whether i going.
10pm leh!
so late.
mum sure dun allow.
boo.

time to chiong bleach XD

Self-reflection time.

today i:
knocked into people
knocked into door and into people
knocked into a chair
knocked into a wall.

time to be less clumsy.
boo.

today was a SIAN~~ day
chinese was definitely crappy
forget it!!

PHYSICS SPA
OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW STUPID I WAS.
i tot we are supposed to vary the length (cuz vary m mah)
so i go mark out all the points on the string.
before i realised it's supposed to vary MASS.
wth. (nvm wenjie also. XD)
and the stupid disc. so hard to use spirit level can.
balance one side the other side tilt. =.=
anyways managed to finish and get best fit line la
so
nvm!
haha

played bridge after geog
me karen alec alvin
second round i suay suay partner alec.
he was like, degrading me la, as usual.
then at one point he was like "you win for me see then i believe you."
then i really that very moment win.
that shut him up XD

wah archery today..... THEORY.
and the quatermasters were missing.
me michelle and junhong busy like cock.
oh well.

me and germaine were trying to find dice in ginza plaza today...
but..
cannot find!!
in the end we went to this jap shop
she bought fresh salmon sashimi
and we saw........
DARS.
like omg?
we tried finding it so many times cannot find.
just when we not watching.... IT APPEARS!!
lol.

yet another boring day.
i should get a life.
jeez.

man i'm way behind in my studies.
boo!
homework piling.....................................
like everest -_-

anyways
silvia swears to kill germaine
must kill germaine.
and rid the world of bacteria o.O
germaine you watch out!!!
i'll never forgive you for what you did today
T_T

stay germ-free.

(i sure miss my hair)


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anyways. mr koh talk to me that day!
i was surprised but glad XD
he uses many cute emoticons LOL
and he updates his blog like damn fast zZz.
we miss him so much :(
haiz....


anyways i really dunno what's wrong with me haha!
i keep thinking alot.
i try not to think too much nowadays.
:D

i dunno what to write.
LOL.
okay bye XD