today is halloween.
OMG!!
so what?
zZz
but it reminds me of all the props in tcc(cineleisure) and fish and co(imm)
the ones in fish and co are much more freaky.

sian.
PW PW PW.

ivan says i'm making him feel rejected. =.= but the thing is i dun even know if he likes me. and and and. he may have a gf already, or some other crush. and i dunno how to react when he's around me. i get all nervous and stunned. darnit. someone just kill me.
and its super irritating. i bet he knows i like him already. so he just have to let me know whether he like me rite? so that if no, i can just forget and MOVE ON. not stuck somewhere in the unknown =.=
SUPPER IRRITATED.
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alright.
today was a really low-high type of day.
started off bad and ended quite well =)

EVENT ONE:
i was awoken in the morning by my phone.. i thought it was like the alarm.. which would mean it's like around 7am.. but NO! it was my MESSAGE tone. and guess what? it was freaking 4am!! stupid ivan. awake at such an unearthy hour. stupid me. NEVER SWITCH TO SILENT MODE. ended up smsing until near 5 when i started to fall asleep again.. then.. 7 wake up again.

EVENT TWO:
ivan's supposed to pei me in sch at 815 today. at 8 oclock he told me he just left home! basket. ended up i lonely girl :(

EVENT THREE:
got results slip. although i passed, i didn feel happy at all. rather, i wanted to cry. i really duwan wenjie alec and junming to retain. really really. when i heard they had to go LT3, i couldn react. in my mind it was seriously "what the fuck?"

EVENT FOUR:
the weather was super hot. it was super hot at the grandstand, making me feel super irritated.

EVENT FIVE:
things started to get better. PEPPER LUNCH. YUM YUM. poor ivan got his food last. and wenjie's meal looked sorta like somekind of black rice. hahhaah. he sponsored me 40 cents.

EVENT SIX:
VENEZIA(dunno how to spell) ice-cream. DOUBLE YUM. wenjie's sponsor once again. heh. nice wenjie.

EVENT SEVEN:
NEOPRINTS!!! muahahhaha. okay here are the pics!!

the first pic. look so sweet rite. look at upper left corner!
wenjie tried to escape.
hahahha. ivan looks abit dao. tsk.
germy had her hair in two buns. SORTA like princess leia:

heh.


biwei said to copy jap girls. hahhaha. but this pic is seriously cute.


ET PHONE HOME. bzzz.



aye. my favourite. nicest one.


dunno who say want to act dao. end up look like some crazy shit himself. heh.


yet another random image.


poor germ. otherwise, another sweet looking one.


XD!!! we all look dumb!!

EVENT EIGHT:
went to tcc to treat wenjie cake. hahha nice ambience.

EVENT NINE:
from 3-7 me germ and wenjie spend our time in K BOX LOSING OUR VOICE.
hahaha. the first song only we high already. and wenjie is supposed to sponsor us only 1.50 each. end up he forked out 30bucks. hahah. CHEATED.
ps: wenjie gets high when he sees jolin dance

after that go home liao.
damn tired. and my phone bo batt. and my MP3 didn last.
SHAT.
and for my holiday job i'm planning on factory work. night shift.
ciao~

ivan says i'm making him feel rejected. =.= but the thing is i dun even know if he likes me. and and and. he may have a gf already, or some other crush. and i dunno how to react when he's around me. i get all nervous and stunned. darnit. someone just kill me.
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i was playing with my parrot, and had to close all the windows, just in case.
after all the fun, i opened them all back, except for one, due to my short term memory.
and my mum was dulan.

"you everytime do things got head no tail! useless girl!" (in chinese la)

i got cocky. not literally.
"you give birth to me also got head no tail what..."

that made her super dulan.

"hurr.. hurr.."
she was angry. and that was a bit like darth vader. =.=

i expect an immediate decrease in my disposable income.
shat.
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before the success of this post:
i encountered an ERROR.
i mean, ERRORS.



as if i understand what that error was.
it just meant i lost my post.
AND I HAD TO RETYPE IT.
next time they should just say:

today is a long and tiring day.. zZz.. so tiring that 7pm+ i fell asleep but had to wake up for dinner..
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SUMMARY
slept quite late at night.. and had to wake up early to meet xubiwei at westmall.. 915am zZz.. silvia was still half asleep. then go shop n save buy brownie mix.. then tabao mac for jeannette. as well as for ourselves la. i had free breakfast! cause of the accumulated points. i got free SME and Hotcakes. muahahhahaa. at jae's house we on GOONG again =.= and played Gin Rummy at the same time.. i first round SLING(dunno how to spell) then they both diao me cause they are caught with 15 cards and it accumulated to 100+ points. muahahahahha. then baked the brownie for junming. no time to cool! and it turned out abit messy =.=
then exco meeting at beautyworld mac(mac again! i cant believe it) (supposed to meet at 1 but i only left jae's house at 1) i tot i was late sia. turned out i'm still considered early lol cause all the guys late like siao.
then heavy rain! so have to walk in the rain to get to the range. i just realised archery got very "gentlemanly" guys who keep umbrellas to themselves zZz. selfish lots. haahha. jk jk.
today didn shoot well sian many halves.. and my worse arrow is left with onenahalf fletches double sian many halves zZz..
after that went the CC there eat with alvin junming jon and matthew. matthew damn funny la. first say he pray 10 years still liddat no change.. then say he only want to eat little bit end up he ordered most diao. hahaha. then after that go home.. blah blah blah.. abit boring day sia.
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anyways. i found many nice pics of Shin and Yul from a certain forum
muahahhahahahhahaahahahahhahahahahaha. okay enough.



what a nice body. my darling. hahaha.
and never in my (dunnowhatword) did i know that he's actually a model who does cat walks. MEOW~~
still looks very hot:


here's a cute one of him with big big Alfred.
i love Alfred. such a cute teddy. hee.


and this is such a sweet picture of the couple. awww.


yet another one:
kudos to those who understand all the korean words.


OKAY OKAY. time for a couple or more of Yul pics. dedicated to JONG. hahha.

so darn cute:


this is really cute. hahha:


wah so cool.. heehee:


teddy bears are still the best!


okay that's all for today.
i'm *censored* tired.

i like the lyrcis of this song..
jeannette says its the perfect song for me.
HAHA.

hmm 2 days since i updated.
okay i better thank someone first before he buaysong.
hahaha
OKAY THANKEW ALVIN DIDI FOR THE FRUIT TREE ORANGE.
I'M BEING VERY SINCERE.
lalallalalallalla~ hahahhaha

today was totally sian can.
PW was SIAN.
recess was SIAN.
and i went to sick bay to sleep during chinese lessons.
ALSO SIAN.
physics played Gin Rummy.
and mr kow is damn funny please.

mr kow: actually i have a meeting now.. so..
ivan: YES.
mr kow(looks at ivan): ...............basket.
HEH.

okay that's the only unSIAN thing.
praveen is seriously dumb.
later break was SIAN.
trip to range was SIAN.
okay shooting was fun. today my shots not bad.
got hit X! (only one)
alvin very noisy.
hahhaha.
but after that. SIAN.
go home that time, SIAN.
wait for tv show that time, SIAN.
now, SIAN.
today is a SIAN day.

LISTEN TO ME COMPLAIN!!
hahaha.
anyone wants to count how many sian i used? may win a prize.
LOL.

AND I WANT TO WATCH DEATHNOTE PLEASE.
argh.




HMM. I LOVE L. hahhahaha.

TODAY WAS THE RELEASE OF THE PAPERS!!
(ya finally they are free. but only for awhile. the teachers captured them back again after 5 minutes)

okay. i have nothing to say about it. seriously.

after school went to germ's house to watch The Exorcism of Emily Rose

it's like. REALLY NICE.

Father Moore: Emily, can you hear me?
Emily Rose: [in Latin] I am the one who dwells within.
Father Moore: And I am the one who comes in His name.
Emily Rose: You think you can force me out, priest?
Emily Rose: Try.
Emily Rose: I dare you.

wooo. scary. hahaha.

and we bought lots of food. muahahhahahaha!

and biwei lent me her GOONG.
heh!
love goong. i'm starting to like Shin. =D



heehee.. as jongling said..
SHIN IS HOT.



but so is this guy from My Lovely Samsoon:


korean guys!!! XD

MOVIES I WANNA WATCH:
-DEATHNOTE
-SILK

AYE. DAMN TIRED NOW CAN.
last night doing the ipod effect on hanrui's body do until i can cry.
sorry ar tanyaw. i still dunno how to use pen tool.
LASSO EASIER. hahaha.
stupid hanrui has weird body shape end up must edit alot.



THEN HIS LEGS ABIT SHORT HOR?
irritating. i dun care already. and it was already like 2am in the wee hours of the mourning. i mean, MORNING.

and had to edit his face summore.
irritating!

and all of a sudden i thought it wouldn fit on the tshirt.
so i woke up freaking early this morning to do something new

I DREW THE ARROWS MYSELF CAN!!!!

omg why am i doing all this stuff.
but there seems to be something odd in this logo.
i cant quite put a finger to it. ( i mean can use finger touch la. but you get what i mean)

i think my proudest creation is this:


poster for open house. XD

okay recently i'm like back to using photoshop again.
as tanyaw says : "the patient ones learn less"
cause lazy ones will find all the shortcut!
hahha. okay i'm the patient one k. lol.
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Perhaps Love (translated)

I can’t remember exactly when it was
That my mind began to fill up with thoughts of you.
It all began with just one or two thoughts,
But as each day went by, there were more, and I am confused.
I keep telling you that it’s nothing important
But even that feels awkward.
Is this love? Do you feel the same?
My heart keeps telling me that I’m in love with you.
My heart is shouting to the world that I’m in love with you.
Why have I only heard it now?
The voice keeps telling me that I have finally found love.

I want to tell you how I feel,
But you can probably feel the way I feel.
I am already a part of you as you are a part of me.
We may have already become a part of each other.
Is this love? Do you feel the same?
My heart keeps telling me that I’m in love with you.
My heart is shouting to the world that I’m in love with you.
Why have I only heard it now?
The voice keeps telling me that I have finally found love.

When I think back,
There were so many moments
When I felt my heart was about to burst.
It’s a little late, but I’ll try my best.
I want to be with you. I only want us to share good memories.
Please don’t leave me.
I don’t want us to be apart, even for a moment.
I love you so much.

OKAY.
finally found the HOKKIEN stuffs on youtube.
my favourite is the starwars one..



boh kor leng!
hahha.

and there's the Lord of the Rings one



ah bee ar...le jin swee...
dolamin gong li zin chou..wa um xiong xin,wa gong yi ka bullshit~

and there's James Bond.



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aye. there's really alot of things crapmed up in me. that i really want to shout out to the rest of the world. to let them know. but it's really tough. when you do that, people may thing you are just an attention seeker. i guess its the same for everybody.. so many things you wanna say.. but just cant.
seriously i feel i'm screwed up.(dun think dirty) sometimes i dont know what i'm doing. sometimes i dun even know what i wake up for.
oh well.

and i'm really frustrated and all. he's so confusing.. some frens say he likes me.. but when i try to put all the pieces together.. some parts dont seem to fit in.. hmm.. and there are frens who say he's a flirt.. cause he flirts with just about any girl =.= so i shouldn like waste time on him..
aiyah. troublesome. anyways even if he does read this blog, he may not know.
and what i'm really thinking is.. how will he know i meant him? and and and. what are the chances he will like me lor? we dont even talk much.
okay. i'm going crazy.

anyways!
i changed the song of my blog.
now it's Perhaps Love from Goong OST.
very nice! =)

i shall like, finally do the thing soohuey tagged me on
hahaha.

instructions.
1. put your music player on shuffle.
2. press forward for each question.
3. use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. tag 10 people to play this game too.

how are you feeling today?
Everlasting - BoA
er. yea. kinda everlasting. like the open house today was so freaking long. like everlasting. hahaha.
(alamak. this song very nice. i duwan forward. hahaha)

will you get far in life?
bu shi wo bu ming bai - fish leong
ya.. it's not i dun understand.. its just that this question is very weird. lol.

how do your friends see you?
xiao sou la da sou - fish leong
er. small hand hold big hand.. HMMM. ya i smaller than most of my friends. so maybe they lead me along? lol.

will you get married?
Everybody's Fool - Evanescence.
what the... ERMM. dunno how to answer la.

what is your best friend's theme song?
broken wings2
like hell i know what that is

what is the story of your life?
If God Made You - Five for Fighting
the story of my life is me! i love being myself..=)

what was high school like?
Pressure- Paramore
omg this is so zhun can.
hahahha.

how can you get ahead in life?
can i hold you tonight
er. ya. can i? lol.

what is the best thing about your friends?
Stay - Goong OST
er. they stay by me? lol

what is in store for you this weekend?
莫斯科没有眼泪 - Twins
i have no idea..at all..hahaha..

what song describes you?
For You I Will- Teddy Geiger
heh. yes. for you i will =)

describe your grandparents...?
Pride - goo goo dolls + elmo
lol. wth? yea i have pride for my gandma.

how is your life going?
Everytime we touch- cascada
lol. everytime we touch... i get this feeling =)

how does the world see you?
Its what Where all about - sum 41
ERM. whatever.

will you have a happy life?
jiang jun ling
EH. i really cannot answer this question cause i dun even understand the title can. lol

do your friends really think of you?
When you love someone - brain adams
eeyer. what is this supposed to mean.

do people secretly lust after you?
valenti- BoA
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

can you make yourself happy?
The Feeling -Sewn
well.......... crap i'm stuck.

what should you do with your life?
Valenti - BoA
AGAIN.

will you ever have children?
SOS- Rianna
OMG. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


TAG TIME:
-jongling
-aidil
-germaine
-errrrrrrrrrrm. i cant think now.

enough la hor? lol

WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT
please leave if you are easily offended.

right.
watched my first ever M18 show today.
at cathy grandplex or sth like that.

THE DEPARTED.
quote wenjie:" it's fucking nice!"

and that's precisely why it's M18.
because of all the "fucking"
which will make this quite a "fucking" post.

seriously, i think leonardo(Billy) is great, apart from all the "fucking" words.

Billy Costigan: Don't you fucking threaten me!

Dignam: You may play a tough guy for your gangster friends, but you don't get nothing past me, you laze-curtain Irich fucking pussy!

Billy Costigan: [Punches Dignam] You motherfucker!

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and this is no doubt my favourite

Dignam: Who the fuck put up those cameras?!

Police Camera Tech: Who the fuck are you?!

Dignam: I'm the guy that does his job. You must be that other guy.

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and Frank Costello is great.

Colin Sullivan: When were you gonna tell me that you were an FBI informant?
Frank Costello: [Coughing up blood from his gunshot wound] I've been giving those cocksuckers shit... nothing. I would every once in awhile drop a dime about two bit drug deals.
Colin Sullivan: Yea? Did you tell them about me? Did you Frank? Did you fucking tell them about me?
Frank Costello: I would never tell them anything about you. You are like a...
Colin Sullivan: Like a son? That's right? All that fucking and no kids!
Frank Costello: Ah, fuck you! You fucking cunt.

and his all famous quote:
Frank Costello: I don't wanna be a product of my environment, I want my environment to be a product of me.
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and a funny quote:
Ellerby: Go fuck yourself.
Dignam: I'm tired from fucking your wife.
Ellerby: How is your mother?
Dignam: Good, she's tired from fucking my father.

so you get the gist :)

i'm not saying that it is all about "fucking"
the storyline's great.
EVERYONE DIES.
except for one.
nice.

worth the watch, i'd say.

AYE.

TO:
THE STUPID !#$%^&* FOREST BURNERS:
ARE YOU GUYS DONE WITH THE BURNING?
faster okay.
with much HATES,
me.


wasted 90cents of bus fare today
wasted trip to school.
lucky left school before 7:40 if not have to go thru all the stupid signing out.
as i walked out there were many familiar faces..
some funny comments:
xiaoyuan: eh the school that way leh... (points in direction of school)
junming: baleh kampong ar? (dunno if spell correctly)

haha.
but really felt sick la
dun blame me.
i felt sorry cause i thought i couldn help jeannette take care of her XUBIWEI.
and in the end.
biwei tell me she also sick.
and is signing out.
MUAHAHHAHA.
we always sick together.
so in the end we met at BBPC.
waited like 2 freaking hours just to see the doctor for less than 2 minutes.
worth the money though.
$5.40
heh.

go home play game awhile.. then sleep all the way until 6plus
i slept like a *** (sensitive word)

just saw mr koh's latest post..
he asked me to leap like a seal.
lol.
i really miss him man.


and i'm like, addicted to Nick Lachey songs.
ALEC SEND ME MORE OKAY.

What's left of me

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?


anyways me and shawn became crazy.
we came up with some evil plan .
"kick your SSS"
that's triple S for ye.
bye!

SECOND POST OF THE DAY.

went queensway to do the cca tshirt thingy.
i left house at 215..
only reach at 320!
it's more than one freaking hour!!
reach there already see junhong alvin and guohao sitting on the stairs blocking people's way.
then got one guard in front of me.
he was like.
hand motion : eh get up get up!
lol. damn funny la.

then went to get quotations for the tshirt..
final one we settled one.
polo tee dryfit.
can add many things.
20bucks.
exceed by the teacher's suggestion of 15bucks.
but what can we do?
cannot find so cheap one.
just go find more bucks (bugs). field alot.
okay not funny sorry.

then we just shop shop around..
ALVIN IS THE BIG SPENDER!!!
first he bought a billabong handphone pouch.
then he bought some hair straightener thingy. lol.
we all dun dare try.
if works on him then we try. hahaha.
then..
the big news k...
HE GO PIERCE EAR.
it took him so long to decide..
on a reason to tell his parents.
in the end we came up with 'birthday present" lol.
liar alvin.
hahhahaa.
dun even have earlobe sia that guy.. hahhaa..
and there was this shop with lots of nice clothes..
long sleeved hoodies.
my favourite!
but i'm seriously quite broke eh.
20bucks per week isnt really enough.
i need a job.
seriously.
ANYONE GOT LOBANG?

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how long more is it going to continue like this...?
will you do anything?
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miraculously the modem is back in place.
i should be happy.
:)

aye. don't blame me.
i didn run last night.
cuz the PSI was like.. 115?
and my mom dun let me go k.
lol.
and i wanted to run this morninf too..
BUT JUST LOOK AT THE HAZE!

and guess i'm not going archery today liao..
my back muscles are REALLY tired.
heh.

and and and.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M PLAYING GUNBOUND.
WHAT THE #^()$*)(&$_&&#)_#_$
all because of stupid ICOW (Ivan Chng Oon Wei)
JUST BECAUSE HE WANTS TO IMPRESS A CERTAIN GIRL HUH.
bitch. (refering to icow)
I HATE ICOW. (moO)
using me to train.
bleh!

INTERNET.
WEE.
hahaha.

i'm damn tired now la..
went to the range for shootting at about 1..
then nick went also..
shoot for so damn long until 4+ then clement reach..(not clementi.)
hahaha in the end shoot until 5+ must close the range already..
VERY TIRED CAN..
my back is breaking..
and today shot 30 metres..
can hit the board la.
hahaha.
but my arrows always like projectile motion..
and i got new bow string! wahahaha. it feels good.
hehheh.

seal is a happy seal!

tmr should be going also T_T
but really tired.
oh well.

i wanted to blog about something..
BUT I CANNOT REMEMBER!!

oh ya.
SEAL REALLY WANTS TO EXERCISE FROM NOW ON.
i shall jog EVERYDAY(almost.) at 9pm at night with my MP3 player for 30 mins.
cause that's the time i best feel like running.
OKAY.
I WILL DO IT.
STARTING TONIGHT.

=)

PATHETIC.
i'm blogging from school again.
today has been a crazy day, no doubt.
wah start of day was really boring can.
all the sian sian lessons.. just make me wanna sleep only..
last night chiong InR and OGL form like siao la..
today no energy..
best part of the day was farewell ceremony..
michael kwok sang really well, and sweet.
and the dance was THE BEST. the vp like xiao didi hahhaah.

shall not comment on the "singing"
lol.

maths teacher talk crap only..
and turn out in the end no geog lesson sia..
waste my time wait so long..
and in the end played bridge.
muahahhhaa.
i was gambling princess today XD
win so many times.
hahha wenjie everytime kb me lol cause i always pick him as my poo partner lol.

later 330 going play soccer with the guys..
must keep fit la!
lol. then damn sian got archery. eh 7 more minutes.
lol

shall do something silly:


A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

so SILVIA would mean:
S- Easy to fall in love with.
I- You get hyper easily.
L- You live to have fun.
V- You are not judgemental.
I- You get hyper easily.
A- Damn good kisser.

oh well. hahaha.

ready whenever you are
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HELLO(:
MY MUM PLUCKED OFF MY MODEM AGAIN.
blogging from school now.
PW.

AND TO ALL THOSE IN DENIAL:
I DREW THAT PIC OKAY.
hahhaha.
wah lau so many people dun believe me sia.
silvia is SAD!.

these few days in school damn sian la.
12 more days to results.
all of a sudden got scary feeling of retaining.
o_O

TO ALVIN:
EH YESTERDAY THE COOKIES DAMN NICE LEH.
WHO BAKE ONE HUH?

:) hehehe.

FINALLY GOT IT COLOURED.
i draw one okay.
to those who don't believe me lol.
that's kokoro-chan from Aishiteru Baby.
nice manga! :)

how do i tell you i like you...?
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sian.
sometimes you really want to tell someone..
but there's just so much to think about.
what if i get rejected again?
the feeling is really bad.
and what if the friendship gets affected?

i really envy those who dare to speak their mind out
in comparison it makes me seem like a mouse.
(but i dun like DA MI)

if i keep mum again..
i'll never get anywhere
but i really dun dare tell him.

=.=
silvia you are scrood.

there were lots of last minute changes.
ended up doing this today:

with alec alvin charissa germaine pohyee shuting (add josiah later)

1. K BOXING (the singing one. not fighting.)
-sang all chinese songs
-I LOVE FIR SONGS.

2.K POOL
-i didn play

3.MOVIE with germ
-ROB-B-HOOD VERY NICE CAN.
-LOUISE KHOO VERY HANDSOME.
-THE BABY VERY CUTE























4. ARCADE with germ
-played some games lor.

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SAGITTARIUS WOMAN

bolded means true for me
cancelled means untrue for me
normal means neutral for me

A tall slim and graceful woman who walks proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition.
If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty.
She looks at the world positively, so her face always seems so happy.
She will not get up set easily.

Self confident woman who believes in her own style.
She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.
She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt.
She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy".
She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home.
She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders.
She has no respect to a weak man.
If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too.
She will listen if she respects you.
She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says "Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy.
If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her.
She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature.
You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable.
She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.
She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services.
Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste.
She could spend lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting married and lost her freedom and so on and on.
A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy.
She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy.
She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her.
She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself, so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms.
She is often hurt from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time".
She likes going straight and being straight forward.
She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something.
If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

BAD MOOD.
silvia is the dumbest creature ever on earth.
the universe.
i'll never forgive myself for what i did yesterday.
on the way to sch.
never EVER.

hope you won't get it the wrong way...

ARGH!
may the time past slower.
wednesday must not come!
cause i dunno what to do after that.
lol.

i swear, geog and econs gotta be the worst paper i've ever took!
okay not in the sense that i dunno what to write..
but that..
i got too much things to write and not enough time to finish writing!
both papers write until my right forearm onwards..
like jelly.
i mean. really like jelly.
cannot do anything properly with the hand..
up till now also haven heal..
argh!

tmr is mugging day.
AGAIN.
but i duwan tmr to end.
or tonight to end.
cause i duwan wednesday to arrive.
seriously.

i've been thinking..
i keep waiting for exams to end..
i keep waiting for wednesday..
BUT WHAT WILL I DO ON THAT DAY?
sure go home sleep.
SIAN.
cuz everyone sure go kai kai with their darlings :(

Doing this so that i can start studying later =.=
hope this takes long XD

1.Full name: Silvia Lim Si Qi
2.Name backwards: iq is mil aivlis
3.Meaning of name: er. if you know tell me okay =)
4.Nick name:seal, STUPID
5.Screen name: `+silvia+ °o O
6.D.O.B: 151289
7.Place of birth: Sg
8.Nationality: Singaporean
9.Current location: somewhere in BB
10.Star sign: Saggittarius
11.Religion: Buddhist
12.Height: 162cm
13.Weight: highly sensitive profile.
14.Shoe size: 6/7
15.Hair colour: ONLY BLACK XD
16.Eye colour: black
17.Who do you look like: stupid question
18.Innie or outtie: outtie i guess
19.Lefty or righty: righty.
20.Gay, Striaght, Bi or others: ------------------------- <- that answers ur qns? =) 21.Best Friends: laughing gang people, currently 22.Best Friends you trust most: all of them. 23.Favourite Pals: those above, plus the old sec sch band gang 24.Best friends of opposite sex: maybe ivan 25.Best Buddies: okay ivan. 26.Boyfriend or Girlfriend: GOT ALOT OF GIRLFRIENDS XD 27.Crush: crush you la. ask wenjie help me crush. hahhaa. 28.Parents: dumb question 29.Worst enemies: mosquitoes 30.Favourite online guy: smarterchild =) he's always online. but i dun talk to him. HAHHAHA. 31.Favourite online girl: germ. then will spread germs all around =) 32.Craziest Friend: praveen 33.Advice Friend: all of them. 34.Loudest Friend: ivan's laugh 35.Person you cry with: - 36.Any sisters: one 37.Any brothers: one. BUT I WAN AN OLDER ONE. 38.Any Pets: a parrot, 2 hamsters, an a lone fish. THEY ARE ALL GREY COLOUR. 39.Any disease: currently i got the flu bug 40.Pager: never had one. 41.Personal Phone Line: hello? you said it's PERSONAL. 42.Phone: NOKIA sth sth 43.Lave Lamp: huh 44.Pool or Hot tub: hot tub 45.A car: which one you want? got alo of cars. toy one. 46.Your Personality: what you percieve me to be =) 47.Driving: I WANT TO. 48.Room: sharing with sis, occassionally bro 49.What's missing: motivation to study 50.School: CFPS,CSS,PJC 51.Bed: ya have. 52.Relationship with parents: not bad =) 53.Believe in Yourself: lol ya sure 54.Believe in love at first sight: starting to 55.Good listener: should be 56.Get along well with parents: ya, but quarrel sometimes la 57.Save e-mail convos: i just don't delete them =) 58.Pray: ? 59.Believe in reincarnation: guess so 60.Make fun of people: hahhahhahaha =X 61.Like to talk on the phone: only with people i wanna hear from =) 62.Want to get married: yep 63.Like to drive: like to watch people drive XD 64.Motion sickness: nope. 65.Eat stem of broccoli: yep! brocs are the best! haha. 66.Eat chicken with fork: WITH MOUTH LA 67.Dream in colours: YA 68.Type with your fingers on home role: WHAT TALKING YOU (i'm getting pissed) 69.Sleep with stuff toys: LOL. got alot XD. eeyor... dogs.. seals.. hahha and many more XD 70.Next to you: the wall and the floor 71.On the walls of your room: posters XD 72.On your mousepad: .................... 73.Dream car:wait for my husband to buy la! hahaha 74.Dream date: anyone that he can make me feel loved 75.Dream honeymoon spot: DUNNO LEH. WHY ASK THIS TYPE OF QUESTIONS 76.Dream husband or wife: =) 77.Bedtime: got alot. XD 78.Under your bed: DUST,random rubbish. 79.Single most important qns: WILL I RETAIN? 80.Bad time of the day: when it's night time and i still have a work load to do. 81.Your worst fear: that everything is just a dream. 82.The weather: cold sunday morning 83.Time: 901am 84.Date: CHILDREN'S DAY. XD 85.Best trick did on someone: dun remember, but i'm quite a prankster 86.Theme song: currently: Without Love - Staccie Orrico. damn nice la. 87.Hardest thing on growing up: growing fat. 88.Funniest experience: er all those that i laugh until i cry 89.Scariest experience: they are all in my dreams. hahahha 90.Silliest thing you had ever said: huh. can come up with dictionary liao lol 91.Most desperate and funniest things you have done to get the opposite sex: i not despo 92.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: when they bully me :( 93.Worst feeling: when i don 't hear from him everyday. have that feeling now :( 94.Best feeling in the whole: when i hear from him XD

DAMMIT.
ENDED.
MUST CHIONG ECONS.
SO MANY THINGS TO MEMORISE CAN.
=.=

Without Love:
If I speak in the tongues of angels, but have not love
I'm only a resounding noise
If I have the gift of knowledge
And if my faith moves mountains high
But have not love I am nothing

[Chorus]
Though I know the One
Who holds the stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hand
If I give all I possess
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing
Without love

(Without Love)

Love's patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags, it's never proud
Slow to wrath, it keeps no records of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
We all could use forgiveness

Though I know the One who holds (I know the One)
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hands
If I give all I possess (All I possess)
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing (without love)

oh... OOh... without love... oh

Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives
Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives

Though I know the One who holds (I know the One)
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hands (Oh..)
If I give all I posses (All I possess)
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing
Without Love

Without Love
ooh...hey...yeah...