Thursday, November 30, 2006
I am no christian. BUT. this thing i came across made me think. there's even a wonderful screensaver for it CLICK HERE The Interview With God I dreamed I had an interview with God. “So you would like to interview me?” God asked. “If you have the time” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity.” “What questions do you have in mind for me?” “What surprises you most about humankind?” God answered... “That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.” “That they lose their health to make money...and then lose their money to restore their health.” “That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.” "That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.” God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while. And then I asked... “As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?” “To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.” “To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.” “To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.” “To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them.” “To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.” “To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings.” “To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.” “To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.” "Thank you for your time," I said humbly. "Is there anything else you would like your children to know?" God smiled and said, “Just know that I am here... always.” **************************************** -author unknown ****************************************
12:45 pm
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
i lost my motivation to work. hahaha. see? i'm blogging from work! (as usual) i miss staying at home slacking and feeling like a lazy pig. hahaha it's good to feel lazy sometimes. nowadays i feel i'm hardworking. monday-friday work. sat-sun archery. super packed. i almost can't even breathe leh. but now can abit la. cause i'm slacking at work... hehe.. here's a nice mv found on 06s10's blog some nice mv it's sad.. so sad.. it's a sad sad situation.. hmmm.. today is the last day i can visit the bandroom. my favourite bandroom. my one and only bandroom. BUT. i have to work. so i can't go see it for the last time. super BOO. me and my silly ramblings.. i dunno what to blog.. oh yea.. anyone has nice cantonese songs? next time send to me okay. hahahha. okay that's it. i'm super bored that i'm blogging boring stuff. bye.
12:32 pm
Monday, November 27, 2006
okay. i guess i should put things in better light. "always look on the bright side of life!" 4 bucks per hour. even though i'm losing ALL my freedom.. like gg to archery and out with friends and stuff. even though all that.. i.. (shat cant think of anything good) OH. getting $320 after two weeks. is actually better than nothing (even though i feel super underpaid. ) i used to get about $20 a week. now i get $160 a week. i used to get $160 every 2 months. i feel better already. lol. at the end of the year i'll get like 900 bucks? give my mum 700.. left with 200 to pay my A level fees.. dunno enough anot leh. THEN PROM HOW? no money liao. BOO HOO. oh well. i shall not wallow in self-pity. as my mum said.. "den dont do so fast. slowly slowly do." hahaha. i think when school reopens i have to continue working. i'll work part time then.. sat and sundays. work work work. sick sick sick. =.= ____________________________________________________________________ i wish there's someone i can run to when i'm feeling low when i'm feeling down just want to feel love lying in the person's arms warmth. something i never really felt before. the feeling of being held knowing that the someone who holds you, loves you and that person, i want it to be you.
11:43 am
Friday, November 24, 2006
TO BIWEI: YOU GOOD. BETTER BRING ON SUNDAY. WE CAN WATCH (: it's finally friday. am i relieved. WEEEEE!!! muahahahhaha. means tmr can wake up late!! okay gonna enjoy my break this time round. shall leave with lyrics again (: You're not alone Are you there? Are you gone? Do you care? Is anybody home? Cause somethings lost, In your eyes. Are you blind? Your caught up in the lies. Who you gonna when their coming after you?...yeah Where you gonna crawl when your fantasy is through? Tell me, Do you really know me? Do you really see me? When you forget, Your fighting on your own. You are not alone. When your sky is falling, When your pain is calling, Don't forget, I will take you home, You are not alone. When you crash, When you burn. Are you scared? Will you ever learn? Cause there's a price, That you pay. You'll realize tomorrows another day. Who you gonna when their coming after you?...yeah Where you gonna crawl when your fantasy is through? Baby, Do you really know me? Do you really see me? When you forget, Your not fighting on your own. You are not alone. When your sky is falling, When your pain is calling, Don't forget, I will take you home, You are not alone. Your not fighting on your own. On the day the darkness comes, I'll find you, Save you, Baby. Tell me, Do you really know me? Do you really see me? When you forget, Your not fighting on your own. You are not alone. When your sky is falling, When your pain is calling, Don't forget, I will take you home, You are not alone. Your not fighting on your own.
9:13 am
Thursday, November 23, 2006
2nd post of the day this i must post. super nice lyrics. hahah Run to me - Nick Lachey Over your head, Trying not to drown. Reaching for a breath, Before it drags you down. Caught in between, All the pain you feel, You lost control, Your letting go, But I never will. I'm holding on for you, I'm fighting for your life. And when your blinded by this jaded world, I'll be your eyes. Even if you fall, I won't let you break. When all the noise is telling you To run away, Run to me. Day after day, After all you seen, Its alright if you feel like unraveling. I'll be right here. I'm pushing out the walls, To find the place, Where you can say, Brave through it all. I'm holding on for you, I'm fighting for your life. And when your blinded by this jaded world, I'll be your eyes. Even if you fall, I won't let you break. When all the noise is telling you To run away, Run to me. When I was lost, Hanging on by a thread. I knew I could run to you, To find myself again. I'm holding on for you, I'm fighting for your life. And when your blinded by this jaded world, I'll be your eyes. And even when you fall, I won't let you break. When all the noise is telling you To run away, Run to me. (Baby run to me) ______________________________________________________________ TODAY IS THURSDAY!!!! i cant wait for tomorrow. it will be FRIDAY (: and i cant wait for friday evening. it will mean my work for the week is done!! aye. soon the owner of this com will be back to work. soon i wont have a com to use.. soon.. it may be tmr. GOSH O_O! siao liao. no com means no msn.. no blogging.. cause my com spoil. boohoo!! i have 40 minutes left for break. but i dun know what to do. nevermind. i'll just leave with lyrics again. today it's a happy song! HAKUNA MATATA [TIMON] Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase [PUMBA] Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze [TIMON] It means no worries For the rest of your days [TIMON AND PUMBA] It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! [TIMON] Hakuna Matata! [YOUNG SIMBA] [spoken] Hakuna Matata? [PUMBA] [spoken] Yeah. It's our motto! [YOUNG SIMBA] [spoken] What's a motto? [TIMON] [spoken] Nothin'! What's-a-motto with you?! [PUMBA] [spoken] Those two words will solve all your problems. [TIMON] [spoken] That's right. Take Pumbaa here [sung] Why...when he was a young warthog [PUMBA] When I was a young warthog [TIMON] [spoken] Very nice [PUMBA] [spoken] Thanks. [TIMON] He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal He could clear the savannah after ev'ry meal [PUMBA] I'm a sensitive soul though I seem thick-skinned And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind [PUMBA] And, oh, the shame [TIMON] Oh, the shame! [PUMBA] Thought of changin' my name [TIMON] What's in a name? [PUMBA] And I got downhearted [TIMON] How did ya feel? [PUMBA] Ev'rytime that I... [TIMON] [spoken] Hey, Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids! [PUMBA] [spoken] Oh, sorry. [TIMON AND PUMBA] Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze [YOUNG SIMBA] It means no worries for the rest of your days [ALL] It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata! Hakuna -- [(OLDER) SIMBA] It means no worries for the rest of your days [ALL] It's our problem-free philosophy Hakuna Matata! [repeat] [PUMBA] I say "Hakuna" [TIMON] I say "Matata"
12:23 pm
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
LUNCH! BREAK! hahaha. i love lunch breaks. i get to eat with my dad. then can SLACK! =D i can wait for the day to end already.. lol.. and the bruise on my hand is starting to fade. like finally hahahhaa. i look like a victim of child abuse. i'm still a child. cause i'm 16 and it's so cold here.. i'm freezing my butt off. my skin is starting to peel. LOL. only a bit la. hint hint i need a nice sweater. i want adidas one WENJIE IF YOU SEE THIS YOU NOE WHAT TO DO HOR? hahaha. my birthday coming soon k... its.. LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY!! omg. hahahha. i'm turning 17 soon!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! ____________________________________________________________________ blog in notepad again first. lol so dumb rite. but NVM!!! and i'm really ms forever oso sian ji pua. hahahhaha. just finished one assignment.. waiting for the person now.. talk longer.. so i can blog more.. hahah. btw.. my uncle say my com no hope alreday. :( must wait until he free then can help me fix. and i heard teh archery tee is not nice T_T SIAN JI PUA!!!!!!!!! lol. sunday gonna see jae n biwei! and i finially talk to my buddy ivan after more than a week. he was like "oh you are back" -.- and he's such an expensive buddy. charge me for finding him to talk. can you believe it??? lol. it's only 10am now.. i have 7nhalf more hours to go T_T "i am sian."-mr brown. anyways.. even after a few months of listening.. this song is still very nice to me. She likes me for me She don’t care about my car And she don’t care about my money And that’s real good, cuz I don’t got a lot to spend But if I did, it wouldn’t mean nothin’ She likes me for me Not because I look like Tyson Depert With the charm of Robert Redford using up my fears I thought she sees, I’m like all-standing desissions My In-Secure-Conditions And the tears up on the willow, that I chat She don’t care about my big screen My collection DVDs Things like that just never mattered much to her But she don’t watch to much TV And she don’t care that I couldn’t fly her To places she ain’t never been And if she really wants to go I think deep down she knows that All she has to say is: “MAN” She likes me for me Not because I hang with Leonardo Or that guy who played in “Portro” I think his name was Dieg She’s the one for me And I just can’t live without her My arms belong around her And I’m so glad I found her, once again And I’m so glad I found her, once again Yeah! And I’m so glad I found her, once again (come on) Days we met the ceiling, as we entered day-life feelings in the dark Things that we were afraid of, that could show us what we’re made, in the air She likes me for me Not because I sing like Paparoty Or because I am such a hotty (breath out) I like her for her Not because she’s fat like Sindy Crawfort She has got so much to offer Why does she waste all her time with me Must be somethin’ there I don’t see…I don’t see She likes me for me Not because I’m tuff like Dirty Harry Make a laugh just like Jim Carrey I mide the cable dime Then what she sees Is that I can’t live without her My arms belong around her And I’m so glad I found her, once again Found her once again (she’s with me) Once again (she’s with me) Yeah! I’m so glad I found her, once again oh well. back to work. :(
10:18 am
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
"hope and disappointment is directly proportional to each other.. " aye.. super sian at work.. now got alittle break.. type in notepad first LOL. my com spoillllllllll sia. wan blog also cannot... and my arm has this super duper big patch of orh-ce. blue-black la. but it's more like purple, red, orange, yellow and green. =.= IVAN BEST BUDDY WHERE ARE YOU!!!! very long nv talk to you liao rite. having fun? LOL when i fix my com.. talk to me okay. hahahhaha. ytd was the worse day of my life.. i had to go work myself for the first time cuz dad drive sis to airport. took 252.. loop bus. i ended up back in the interchange =.= cause i dunno which stop man. then later take again. stop wrong stop. then have to walk from the 60th company all the way to th 28th. that's like 22 companies!! and they are all super huge.boooo. and had to go home myself too. raining like siao no choice have to walk in the rain.. double boo! i miss sch. i miss all my frens. ivan germ prav wj jae biwei soohuey alvin junming kaiee-andre. basically those who talk more to me la. dunno when i'll ever get to see them before sch reopens. SIANNNNNNNN.
10:40 am
Thursday, November 16, 2006
stupid com has officially crashed. cannot even open now. all because i have a stupid sister who tried to download a stupid hack for stupid Maple. and it crashed stupidly, because of a stupid virus i the stupid hack. sian one million halves. cant use com at home anymore!!! and i'm super tired. haiz. 2 more minutes of freedom.. what should i type.... aiyah. post song lyrics again la (: Soledad Lyrics: If only you could see the tears In the world you left behind If only you could heal my heart Just one more time Even when I close my eyes There's an image of your face And once again I come to realise You're a loss I can't replace Soledad It's a keeping for the lonely Since the day that you were gone Why did you leave me Soledad In my heart you were the only And your memory lives on Why did you leave me Soledad Walking down the streets Of Nothingville Where our love was young and free Can't believe just what an empty place It has come to be I would give my life away If it could only be the same Cause I can't still the voice inside of me That is calling out your name Soledad It's a keeping for the lonely Since the day that you were gone Why did you leave me Soledad In my heart you were the only And your memory lives on Why did you leave me Soledad Time will never change the things you told me After all we're meant to be Love will bring us back to you and me If only you could see
1:05 pm
Sunday, November 12, 2006
finally got to watch a rugby match =.= new zealand vs australia of course my All Blacks won! lol then commentary was in french i think.. and they like to do the rrrr thing. so richie mccaw became rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrichie mccaw and dan carter was carterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i dunno how they do it, but it's super funny. and when the all blacks were getting a try, the commentor actually went " TRY! TRY! TRY! TRY! TRY!!!!" =.= but richie mccaw and dan carter is seriously handsome *swoons* i love spongebob. since eons ago. (: oh and of course, PATRICK. heehee.. Campfire Song Song - Spongebob Squarepants Close Lyrics: Across the miles, it's funny to me How far you are but how near you seem to be I could talk all night just to hear you breath I could spend my life just living this dream You're all I'll ever need You give me strength You give me hope You give me someone to love, someone to hold When I'm in your arms, I need you to know I've never been, never been This close With all the loves I used to know I kept my distance, I never let go But in your arms I know I'm safe 'Cause I've never been held and I've never been kissed in this way You're all I'll ever need, you're all I'll ever need You give me strength You give me hope You give me someone to love, someone to hold When I'm in your arms, I need you to know I've never been, never been This close Close enough to see it's true Close enough to trust in you Closer now than any words can say And when, when I'm in your arms, I need you to know I've never been, I've never been This close You give me strength You give me hope You give me someone to love, someone to hold When I'm in your arms, I need you to know I've never been, I've never been This close
7:22 pm
Friday, November 10, 2006
what the TOOT! i downlooded the wrong thing again!! waste paper BASKET. GGXXdunnowhat'snext. turns out what i downloaded is not a rugby match, but International Rules Football. no wonder i was thinking what the ball was round. =.= silvia you are damn smart. but then again, the best always takes longer to come along. like my tri-nations match. australia vs NEW ZEALAND. about 20 more hours i think. -.- RAWRR. OKAY I SHALL WAIT PATIENTLY. shat i'm really addicted to westlife AGAIN. after godknowshowmanyears. i think Coast to Coast is still my favourite album Somebody Needs You I'm only human Sometimes I make mistakes If you forgive me I'm gonna do what it takes But now I know better To hurt you was wrong Girl it's with you I belong Somebody needs you Like never before Somebody wants your love Baby open the door Don't you leave me alone Don't you turn out the light Somebody wants you Somebody needs you tonight I've been thinking We should be talking it through You must believe me I'll make it up to you Cause now I know better To hurt you was wrong Girl it's with you I belong Somebody needs you Like never before Somebody wants your love Baby open the door Don't you leave me alone Don't you turn out the light Somebody wants you Somebody needs you tonight In the dark When there's no one else around I still pray That our love can be found
6:57 pm
Thursday, November 09, 2006
THIS IS FREAKING FUNNY EH I'M IRRITATED BY TORRENTS. i'm easily irritated. i downloaded 2 rugby tri nation games but they cant work. the file is freaking spoilt! now have to download new ones =.= A LETTER TO MY DEAREST PW Dear PW, you know i love you don't you? i really do. and tomorrow's the last time we are gonna be with each other. let's do a good job okay? help me okay? don't sabo okay? okay okay? okay thanks. Love, silvia (: I'LL PRAY.
4:21 pm
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
SmallTalk new songs are too noisy. old songs without all the drumming is still the best i'm getting old. but then again, who's getting younger? (: i'll take it as maturity. =D _______________________________________________________________________________________ ALL BLACKS HAKA totally kick ass and this is even better RUGBY TONGA VS ALL BLACKS kicks double asses and here's a spoof. PJC HAKA GAY VERSION UNCUT. super gay rite? and this rocks too! ALL BLACK TRIES gets me excited I can't wait for the RUGBY WORLD CUP NEXT YEAR! it's gonna be sooooo great.
4:28 pm
Monday, November 06, 2006
hope this answers your question... it's not something you have total control over okay? (bolded parts) I can’t remember exactly when it was That my mind began to fill up with thoughts of you. It all began with just one or two thoughts, But as each day went by, there were more, and I am confused. I keep telling you that it’s nothing important But even that feels awkward. Is this love? Do you feel the same? My heart keeps telling me that I’m in love with you. My heart is shouting to the world that I’m in love with you. Why have I only heard it now? The voice keeps telling me that I have finally found love. I want to tell you how I feel, But you can probably feel the way I feel. I am already a part of you as you are a part of me. We may have already become a part of each other. Is this love? Do you feel the same? My heart keeps telling me that I’m in love with you. My heart is shouting to the world that I’m in love with you. Why have I only heard it now? The voice keeps telling me that I have finally found love. When I think back, There were so many moments When I felt my heart was about to burst. It’s a little late, but I’ll try my best. I want to be with you. I only want us to share good memories. Please don’t leave me. I don’t want us to be apart, even for a moment. I love you so much. ____________________________________________________________________ it was kinda like a westlife down memory lane today. hahaha. and i found a song that described what i wanted to say If your Heart's not in it I'm missing you Girl even though you're right here by my side Cause lately it seems The distance between us is growing too wide I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over The last thing that I wanna hear But if your heart's not in it for real Please don't try to fake what you don't feel If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on Cause I would give the whole world for you Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away If your heart's not in it You say that you love me But baby sometimes You're just saying the words If you've got somethin' to tell me Don't keep it inside Let it be heard I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over Girl I'll make it easy for you But if your heart's not in it for real Please don't try to fake what you don't feel If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on Cause I would give the whole world for you Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away If your heart's not in it How I wish I could take us back in time But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do To stop me losin' you) I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it) But if your heart's not in it for real Please don't try to fake what you don't feel If love's already gone It's not fair to lead me on Cause I would give the whole world for you Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay I'd rather walk away If your heart's not in it not easy to find such a accurate song. hahaha
9:21 pm
Sunday, November 05, 2006
i'm currently addicted to rain. ................................... i mean the singer. ______________________________________________________________________ i shall finally like, blog about the chalet. but SORRY NO PICS. so it may be abit boring. oh let's talk about that day. very unlucky day. when i reached home it was like 2.. supposed to go archery at 3. but then my mum wanted me stay home watch my bro. so, (: i ended up sleeping until 4.. when my sis finally got home.. so i can leave. but heavy rain! bloody hell. when i finally got on the bus.. i tapped my wallet but i didn hear the "BEEP" sound. then i tot.. confirm is ezlink left at home. totally sian diao. then used coins. BUT. accidentally put in $1.60!!!! then i think. siao liao. how to go pasir ris with no money??? i the end hero aidil came to my rescue with a 2 dollar note. hahahah. THANKS (: the trip there so long.. took at least an hour on train.. lucky i got the mp3. if not sure died. and when i took the bus to downtown east.. I GOT DOWN THE WRONG STOP T_T.. in the end have to walk a long way =.= finally reached the chalet!! they were all gambling.. black jack. i was broke, so i became pohyee's FINANCE MANAGER. sounds good rite? only help me pay people and collect money. hahah. he was the ZHUANG. in the end he lost damn alot of money. junming was the luckiest.. he got triple 7s TWICE! that's x7 money. and afterthat he won the biggest card game TWICE! alamak. like damn sian to blog about all these. nvm. fast foward. to when they went to drink and became drunk. they drank pure vodka 40% and ivan and wenjie drunk is the funniest!!! ivan will start exposing certain parts of his body.. like his chest.. underwear.. and will fight with shuting. hahaha. and wenjie is king man. HE STARTS DANCING! shake shake shake~ hahha oay i'm damn sian. forget about chalet. vodka is nice. even though i only took 5% ____________________________________________________________________ rain rain rain...............................
12:54 am
Saturday, November 04, 2006
yay it's 2:13 AM. means i can blog again without my blog crashing. stupid blog layout. i love nickelback. their songs are the ROCKEST. whatever that means, it just means wonderful! great! amazing! amazing, amazing, a, a, amazing! lol. the lead singer is not exactly good looking. but. oh whatever~ my current favourite is Savin' Me you guys gotta check out the MV here it's got alota meaning in it. to me la. faraway is still nice to me (:
2:20 am
Friday, November 03, 2006
sad story of seal somewhere in the middle of this post. NO MORE CHINESE FOREVER!!! and ever and ever.. =D wah first major exam and i was almost late! alarm clock set wrong time sia.. wake up later. chiong to bus stop at 7.. bus freaking 730 then come. buay song me! reach sch bus stop 750 liao. chiong like mad. then locker also buay song me! no space! i tried to squeeze my bag. and GPF. finally succeed then i happy rush to hall. half way then rmb DICTIONARY!! siao liao. i rush back locker.. search whole locker cannot find. by the time i finish the GPF cannot fit =.= in the end put on top. lucky is jeannette take away liao. scare me sia. after paper got 3 miss calls. TWO FROM AGENTS! wth! THEY CALLED ME WHEN I WAS HAVING EXAMS!! by the time i call back they not there liao. there goes 2 jobs.. T_T went Lot1 with some classmates to makan.. then took neoprints!! muahahaha. but shawn ran away :( SCANDALOUS!!! junming and andre. EEYER. kaiee damn jealous up there. SIAN 1/2 jonathan is cat! just a random cute pic. hahaha. very pretty pic! but kaiee totally kena blocked. T_T see junming's earring. alvin's on the right. GAY. in case u cannot see the words below my face, it is PRETTY. muahahhaha. okay BHB. BUT NOT I WRITE ONE. hee. junming is noob cause it's his first ever neoprint trip! =D after that went JP junming wnat buy present. for girl. so sweet rite? lol somewhere secretly in my heart i see liao i feel very *dunno what word* recently got rejected only. seal's love life is the pits man. always sian ji pua one. hahaha. nvm. will move on! after 2 millions years junming finally buy finish. the was kaiee and andre's turn to take 500 000 years =.= aftre new dinosaurs emerged and died, they are finally done and we went junming's house. FINALLY. play XBOX.. need for speed, HALO , DOA and FIFA. siala all his games original. cause he never modify. haha. and also O2 jam. LOL. his siblings damn pro at Audition. i still cant play sia. shall try later. that's all for today. BYEBYE!!
9:14 pm
Thursday, November 02, 2006
MORE THAN 24 HOURS WITHOUT SLEEP. nice start silvia. and you have a major paper in about 20 hours. you need to sleep and study and eat. BUT YOU ARE TOTALLY POOPED. sian a million halves.
11:16 am
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