Ramblings
no more work!
i'm free!
(now it's time for homework ): )
and i even got some parting gifts today..
my fav is definitely the 1GB thumbdrive (Imation)
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i'm really in love with shinhwa's Perfect Man.
i watched the videos so many times, i can dance the chorus already.
(which i learnt before last time la, but that was eons ago)
whenever i can't hear the song, i almost go hysterical
when i CAN hear the song, i hyperventilate due to over-excitedness (dun think there is such a word=.=)

btw.. this part is for jeannette (:
"hey girl. thanks for ur testimonial.
i dun really use friendster so it's quite dead.
and you know, i'm LAZY.
so i hate to upload photos.
anyways, missing you k.
faster come back and talk cock.
hahaha.
see you on wednesday!!! (:"

i'm so sian.
tonight really have to start on my homework liao.
do maths first better. dunno who will be the next buay song teachers.
many sorries to my dear mr kow.
i lost ur physics homework.
so as much as i wish to do it. (and i'm really serious, i THOUGHT of doing it)
I CAN'T FIND IT.
so.
cannot do (:
hehehehehe.

anyways this is the translation of my favourite song (:

Perfect Man - Shinhwa

Yeah-, Uh- I'll only know of you even if my breath ends 'Cause you are the one

1. Even when everything changes (I won't change)
just let it be
my one will need the time
I have to only wait

It'll be hard some times, there is always
a perfect love next to you
Many things that I can't give you
you probably have the whole world.

** I'll only know of you even if my breath ends
'Cause you are the one
I won't go through the ordeal of not having you again
so you'll be able to rest in my embrace

(Rescue me..yeah..woo..)

2. Before you left (I didn't know anything)
The important one to me oh! was only me
but I've realized now even though it's too late
I've recognized you, you are one of a love

Can you please rescue me
from the pain I've come across
Living a day that seems like a year
it's so hard I can't bare it

** (Repeat)

(rap) Ya, the perfect man is who I be,
sittin' on top with ya, but more swifter,
stronger than your nob liquor, money hoes and clothes
don't let the clues get ya, they not fear.

If you ever feel me bluntly in your mind
when it disappears like the fragrance of morning coffee
can't you give me the last chance
start over again

you probably know how hard it was for me I never left your side (Call me~)
If you accept me, everything of me will change I want it to be you, want

** (Repeat)

(rap) See time don't stop, the crime don't stop, So I won't stop till I'm sittin' on top,
to every home phone and a cells gets parked, and every hard top get chopped to we drop

i'm may be slow.
but...
OH. MY. GOD.
i love shinhwa.

esp minwoo and hyesung.

omg omg omg.
i'm going mad >.<

RAWR. MINWOO IS MINE.

but wait! before you think i'm mad and navigate away from my blog..
check this out!

it's a dance i learnt last time..
but forgot how to dance liao la.

but it's super nice!

Shinhwa - Perfect Man



of course, i wasnt a good dancer.
=P

i'm BORED.

X_x Girl Confessions x_X

[ ] I do wear make up (i absolutely detest make-up, esp the SMELL of it. sad.)
[X] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look (yup, even the least vainest person like me will)
[ ] I love pink.. =.=
[ ] I have cried at a movie theater (call me heartless. no la. just that i've never watched sad movies in theatres =P.. thrown me a korean drama and i'll cry for you. lol.)
[X] I love chocolates (DUH.)
[X] Getting flowers still makes me smile (haha.. sure (: )
[ ] I've wrecked a car (i'm pretty much a good girl :P )
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[ ] I'd do anything for a guy (go to hell la. =P jkjk.)
[X] I love cuddling (depend on who hor..)
[X] Johnny Depp is sexy (HELL YES.)
[ ] Gotten detention (crap. i'm such a good girl!!)
[X] If I have to dress like a... to get your attention, then forget it buddy
[X] I love to laugh (that's a dumb question.)
[ ] I've flashed someone/some people =/
[ ] I've skinny dipped
[X] I like Rock (sometimes la.)
[X] I like rap (sometimes la.)
[ ] I like Electronics/techno
[ ] I carry a purse everywhere
[ ] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[ ] I do own a spice girls CD
[ ] I also own a Britney Spears CD
[ ] I play hard to get (ermmmmmmmmmm... dunno how to an so i'll just leave it blank k.)
[X] Boys are fun to tease (HEHHEHHEHE.)
[ ] Football is boring
[X] I love athletic boys (those abs... *drool*)
[X] I love rockers (esp. jap rockers)
[ ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys
[X] Sweet guys are better than hot guys (100% agree)
[ ] I prefer "sweet hotty" guys.
[ ] I've been called a tease (what's a tease??)
[X] Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick
[ ] can't leave the house without makeup
[ ] I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[X] I play video games, even when there are other people around
[X] My friends are the best, and they're important to me

boredness is pure HELL.

NATHAN PEEPS!!!!
please vote for your fav k?
the thing for the recruit's landyard thingy.
lol.
thanks

V.1


V.2


V.3


V.4


V.5


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1. My ex is still...
my good friend (:

2. I am listening to...
Wonderland - 911
PierOne theme song!!

3. Maybe I should...
go to sleep now
it's 2.19am

4. I love...
anything that is pleasant

5. My best friend...
is dumb.

6. I don't understand...
why why why???

7. I lost...
my mind

8. People say...
i look like my dad O_O

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
MY NAME LA.

10. Love is...
beautiful yet irritating

11. Somewhere, someone is...
right there waiting

12. I will always...
be silvia

13. Forever seems...
like eternity

14. I never ever want to...
be alone.

15. My cell phone is...
Nokia 7200

16. When I woke up this morning...
i didnt want to wake up

17. I get annoyed...
when ppl go against me

18. Parties are...
chaos but i like (:

19. My pet(s) are...
healthy and cute

20. Kisses are the best when...
they are from ur dream guy (:

21. Today I am...
going to ESCAPE!!!

22. Tomorrow I will...
celebrate christmas!!!

23. I really want...
him.

24.Ever been given a ring?
nope... lol

25. Longest relationship?
erm... only had one before -_-

26. Last gift you received?
hmmmmmmmm.
a bag from boss.

27. How many times have you dropped your cell?
hardly. i'm careful. unlike jeannette =P

28. Last sport you played?
dancing? not sport rite?
then i dun rmb liao..
shld be archery la.

29. Things you spend a lot of money on?
electricity. I MEAN IT.

30. Thing you ate last?
erm. sinful stuff like cakes.
okay la it's some christmas bread. lol

31. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
it's quite random, really

32. A song which desribes your feelings now?
upside down
"i'll go crazy if i can't get next to you"

33. Where do you live?
BB

34. Last relationship?
long ago

35. Last person who text messaged you?
GERM.

36. First friend you'd call if you won a lottery?
hmmmmmmmmmm ivan? germ? dunno la. hahaha

37. Last time you attended church?
ERM. when i was p5? teacher's wedding.

38. Favorite fast food restaurant?
KFC

39. Last incoming call?
aidil..

40. Last time you got drunk?
never did..

41. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. no particular fav la.

42. Can you cook?
lol. SURE (:

43. What car do you want to buy?
JUST KOP MY DAD'S ONE LA =P

44. Last time u cried?
wah. like very long nv cried liao.
dun rmb

45. Most hated food?
toufu. blech.

46. Thing you like most about yourself?
ermmmmmm.

47. Things you hate most about yourself?
my tired face

48. Last time you had an argument?
huh????? really dun rmb la..
it's 2+ am for gawd's sake.

49. Favorite Movie?
RAWR!!! DUNNO!!!

50. Name all the races of the people that you'vebeen with?
chinese malays indians
i'm so sngaporean

51. Last movie rented?
NEVER RENT BEFORE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

52. Favorite alcoholic drinks?
hmmmmm dunno. i drink almost any

53. Favorite perfume?
BOSS

54. What are you thinking at the moment?
i can't get him off my mind.

55. What is your handphone type?
flip

56. What's the last 4 digits of your mobile no.?
1487

57. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
germ telling me bout her stinky jacket in her locker.

58. Who's the first person in your phonebook?
ade

59. Who's the last person you rang?
GERM.
DAMN WHY IS IT ALL GERM!

60. Who was your last missed call from?
aidil

61. Who's the last person in your phonebook?
singtel stuff la

62. What does the last message in your inbox say?
EH YOU VERY KAY POH LEH!

63. Who's the 3rd person in your phonebook?
aidil la!!!
(i'm getting pissed)

64. Go to your Sent Items. What does the 5th message says?
"i not sure"

65. Who do you hate the most?
HER HER HER!!! currently la

66. Latest gadget?
=.=
NONE.

67. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
92

68. What do you have as your wallpaper?
some nice scenery

69. How many phones do you own?
1

70. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
dunno

71. Choose a star who has one or more features like you?
=/

72. Favorite blogger?
kenny sia

73. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
3? 4? should be 5 la. LOL
okay make that 6.
confirm.

74. What do you have as your ringtone?
i dun rmb.. it's always silent mode..

i'm finally back from the wonderful OGL camp.
already suffering from post OGL camp syndrome.
shall blog about the details soon. =P

in other news, i just came back from lunch break (work)
there's a christmas lunch!
shiok shiok shiok!!
hahha..
lot's of good food!
the turkey was great
meat was great
cake was great
breaded prawn was great
i dun remember the rest already.
LOL.
they say that if u remember what u ate, u did not eat enough.
=P
and the RED WINE was great.
i love the burning sensation it gives.
hehehehe.

one more week of holidays.
and it's BACK TO SCHOOL.
:(
homework.

crap.

Upside Down Lyrics

Up...side down
Upside Down
Upside Down

My grades are down from A's to D's
I'm way behind in history
I've lost myself in fantasies
Of you and me together

I don't know why-yi-yi
But dreaming's all I do
I won't get by-yi-yi
On MERE imagination

Upside down, bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out, stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you
To you...

My teacher says to concentrate
So what? His name was Peter the Great
Kings and Queens will have to wait
Cuz I don’t have forever

I wish that I-yi-yi could walk right up to you
Each time I try-yi-yi the same old hesitation

Upside down, bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out, stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you
To you

Somehow, someday you will love me too
One day will be the day when all my dreams come true

Up-side down
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Upside down, bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out, stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you

Upside down, bouncing off the ceiling
Inside out, stranger to this feeling
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you

I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to
I'll go crazy if I can’t get next to you

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when the time comes that you lose any of these,
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MORE STUPID QUESTIONS (:

Q: Did I do something wrong, officer?
A: No, just for today we're giving tickets out to everyone who falls for the old lights and sirens gag.
A: No, I just stopped you to ask if you'd beat a few suspects into submission for me while I go for a drink.
A: No, I'm practicing for my marksmanship test and the gun range is closed so I'm just shooting at anyone who stops.

Q: Did you catch that fish?
A: No, I talked him into giving himself up.
A: No, I was sitting here minding my own business when the crazy thing jumped into my pail.
A: No, it's a plastic model to get people like you to start fascinating conversations.

Q: (from a waiter, to a husband and wife) Table for how many?
A: A hundred and twelve -- we like to change seats every few minutes.
A: One -- my wife will sit on my shoulders.
A: I don't know -- I can't count that high, either.
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this holiday, I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT!!!!
cause all i've been doing is...

WORKING
WORKING
WORKING
ARCHERY
WORKING
WORKING
ARCHERY

=.=

to soohuey: cause i find that most of the lyrics have alot of meaning.
hahha.
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ATTENTION ALL READERS!!
if u find the following part boring,
skip it! i am just bored. SKIP TO THE "STUPID QUESTIONS" BELOW. NICE (:

sometimes i wonder why i go for archery.
there are not alot of physical benefits, if i must say.
-it sure as hell doesn make you any skinner.
-you stand under the hot sun for hours.
-you get super uneven tans.
-you have to stand still for the whole shooting duration
-means you cant fight back when mozzies attack
-MOZZIES ATTACK. SUPER ALOT OF THEM.
-you get dehydrated easily.

so why do i still like archery???
i dunno how to explain.
it's just the archer in me :P (i sagittarius ma)
just seems natural to be doing it, even though i'm not exactly a good shooter.
and i get a sense of real satisfaction when my arrow lands on the "x"
even if it's a tyco shot.

oh well, another of my meaningless ramblings.
time for sth interesting!!!


*10 most stupid questions people usually ask in obvious situations..*


*1. At the movies: When you meet acquaintances/friends...*

Stupid Question :- Hey, what are you doing here?
Answer :- Don't u know, I sell tickets in black over here..

*2. In the bus: A heavy lady wearing pointed high-heeled shoes steps on your
feet..!*

Stupid Question :- Sorry, did that hurt?
Answer :- No, not at all, I'm on local anesthetic all the time.....why don't
you that try again…

*3. At a funeral: One of the teary-eyed people ask...*

Stupid Question :-Why, Why….Why him, of all people?
Answer :- Why? Would it rather have been you?

*4. At a restaurant: When you ask the waiter*

Stupid Question :- Is the Seafood Dish good??
Answer :- No, its terrible and made of adulterated cement. We occasionally
also spit in it.!

*5. At a family get-together: When some distant aunt meets you after
years... *
Stupid Question :- Oh my gosh ...you have grown so much!
Answer :- Well you haven't particularly shrunk yourself.

*6. When a friend announces her wedding, and you ask*

Stupid Question :-Is the guy you're marrying good?
Answer :- No, he's a miserable wife-beating , insensitive lout...! Its just
the money.

*7. When you get woken up at **midnight** by a phone call...*

Stupid Question :- Sorry. were you sleeping?
Answer :- No. I was doing research on whether the Zulu tribes in
Africamarry or not. You thought I was sleeping?!?!....you dumb little
moron.

*8. When you see a friend/colleague with evidently shorter hair...*

Stupid Question :- Hey have you had a haircut?
Answer :- No, its autumn and I'm shedding......

*9. At the dentist when he's sticking pointed objects in your mouth... *

Stupid Question :- Tell me if it hurts?
Answer :- No it wont. It will just bleed.

*10. You are smoking a cigarette and a cute woman asks...*

Stupid Question :- Oh, so you smoke!
Answer :- Gosh, it's a miracle.... it was a piece of chalk and now it's in
flames!!!

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My translation of Jolin's Dao Dai

I've had enough of waiting
What you thought was planning
Will the future you said every come true?

Only when it's too late
Will you realise my worth
I cant find you when i need someone here

You're supposed to give happiness
You only gave emptiness
I was alone with no one to view the sea with

I'm outside the door of happiness
But I can't enter it
The hurt you accumulated is too much for me to bear

Finally realised that this love is gone
But you always take too long to understand
Only speaking your heart at the last minute
Crying and begging me to stay

Finally realised that this love is gone
There are too many obstacles infront of us
But you will never let go
You'd rather lose your pride, and beg me not to go

You want me to be good
Slowly planning the future
But my tears just keeping falling

The promise we once made
For you to be trusting
Was crushed with youre own hands

From the paleness of my face
You can see the memories slowing down
The sweet sweet feelings
That do not exist anymore

And my expectations of you
Were repeatedly broken by you
Broken into so many pieces; how do you expect to put it all back?

Finally realised that this love is gone
But you always take too long to understand
Only speaking your heart at the last minute
Crying and begging me to stay

Finally realised that this love is gone
There are too many obstacles infront of us
But you will never let go
You'd rather lose your pride, and beg me not to go

Artist: Westlife
Song: All Out Of Love
Album: The Love Album


i'm lying alone with my head on the phone
thinking of you till it hurts
i know you hurt too but what else can we do
tormented and torn apart
i wish i could carry your smile and my heart
for times when my life feels so low
it would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
when today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

(chorus:)
i 'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you
i know you were right believing for so long
i 'm all out of love, what am i without you
i can't be too late to say that i was so wrong

i want you to come back and carry me home
away from this long lonely nights
i'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
does the feeling seem oh so right
and what would you say if i called on you now
and said that i can't hold on
there's no easy way, it gets harder each day
please love me or i'll be gone, i'll be gone

(chorus:)
i 'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you
i know you were right believing for so long
i 'm all out of love, what am i without you
i can't be too late to say that i was so wrong

oh, what are you thinking of?
what are you thinking of?
oh, what are you thinking of?
what are you thinking of?

(chorus: 3x)
i 'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you
i know you were right believing for so long
i 'm all out of love, what am i without you
i can't be too late to say that i was so wrong


我受够了等待
你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来

总是要来不及
才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀

终於看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖
慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来

过去怎黱交代
你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎黱拼凑跟重来

终於看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

i once thought that going to NTU for a 3 days camp will help me in losing weight.
cause of bad food and no time to eat and all that stuff.
boy was i totally wrong!

okay lunch was crap, like totally. everyday eat long bean. THINK WE PARROT OR STH HUH.

FIRST DAY
but first dinner was. WOOHOO! it was BBQ seh!
super duper cool!
and i had my first best marshmellow! <---- got spell correctly?
there was this other grp mentor using our pit to toast his marshmellow.
he toasted it super long la! i didn noe that it was the CORRECT way.
last time i usually put over fire like, 5 secs? then i eat liao.
so i asked him why.
then he let me have one of his!
and it was like. WOAH.
super nice can! the inside is like liquid liddat.
outside crispy
*_* i'm drooling already.
so after that i decided to try.
and crap, it was super hot.
i think before the marshmellows were ready my hand kena cooked liao.

oh and there was this guy who keep taking videos of us and making us act cute.
and it really appeared on the last day!!

and i also tried the sandwhich vending machine! so cool! 2 bucks though.. but the sandwhich thing is really super cool heheheh.

oh hostel life is like super duper cool can.
(don't say cannot)
i'm definitely gonna stay in hostel. there are like, Hall events and all that.
really cool.

SECOND DAY
no doubt the busiest day, with all the business plan writing and stuff.
and super long lectures that didn seem to end.

but breakfast was great.
lunch and dinner, long beans.
=.=

and our dearest mentor treated us macs (=

and we chionged business proposal until 2.30 am

and i only got 3 hours of sleep

oh we got our shirts that day.
at first i tot it was like super nice.
then suddenly u turn the shirt.
and there was this superduper big DELL logo
bigger than all the other logos combined.
=.=

THIRD DAY
super tired day.
presentation and all.
waiting time was so long!
anyways when it all ended! (for my group)
we had HIGHT TEA!!
heheheheh.
super nice la.
and mrs yeo was there! with mr augustine ng too!
after the final presentation there was super nice BUFFET.

so you can see all the fun and good food i had.
i DIE also want to go uni.
MOTIVATION (:

anyways i just had a good sleep at home.
this one sleep was more than the hours of sleep i had at the camp, combined.

2 days at NTU has made me super tired.
chionging Business Plan now..
crap i dunno why i'm even trying to blog.
will do a proper post when i get home.
heh.

I know where I stand in your life.
Don't worry about anything.
I will not stand in your way.
It's different now.
I'm a girl who knows her limits.

hmm i'm much more awake today!
so i can finally blog more properly about sunday, which was a super hectic day for me!

had to wake up super early to get to paragon for the metro thingy.
junming and me were super busy tending the booth with only the 2 of us!
at long last one girl came down to help.
late.
haha.
but when my shift was ending i felt somethign hit my head from above.
i didn noe what it was sia
liek suddenly i made a new enemy issit?
hit me on the head.
after that then found out it's alec and charissa!
bully me!!!

when the shift finally end i had to go centerpoint to get $$$$ from my aunt.
heh.
she lent me 100 bucks cause my cheque cannot cash yet.

100 bucks seemed alot to me.
lol.
then we went cine to makan!
okay fast foward.

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in the end i finally reached my grandma's hse after making a detour to ivan's to get teh bag to use for my camp.

TADA.
end of post for sunday.

crap. someone just asked me to do sth for her.
during my break time!!
tmr start of camp so will be away for 3 days.
so means.. back on MONDAY.
next week leh.
so no blog post until then!



"Without Love"

Ooh...yeah...ooh... yeah... la da da da da...Ooh.

If I speak in the tongues of angels, but have not love
I'm only a resounding noise
If I have the gift of knowledge
And if my faith moves mountains high
But have not love I am nothing

[Chorus]
Though I know the One
Who holds the stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hand
If I give all I possess
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing
Without love

(Without Love)

Love's patient
True love is always kind
Love does not envy
Never brags, it's never proud
Slow to wrath, it keeps no records of wrongs against friends
Love forgives
We all could use forgiveness

Though I know the One who holds (I know the One)
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hands
If I give all I possess (All I possess)
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing (without love)

oh... OOh... without love... oh

Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives
Love never fails
Love is true
Love's the one thing that can always change you
Love is patient
Love is kind
Love's the one reason the world survives

Though I know the One who holds (I know the One)
The stars in the heavens
In the palm of His hands (Oh..)
If I give all I posses (All I possess)
To the poor and the helpless
I'll still gain nothing
Without Love

Without Love
ooh...hey...yeah...


倒带

我受够了等待,你所谓的安排
到底多久多久才来
你总是要我乖,慢慢计划将来
我想依赖却你都不在
应该开心的地带
你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我想你应该明白却一直都进不来
你说给我的伤害我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来,我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开,哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开,宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖,慢慢计划将来
说的未来到底多久才来
过去怎么安排,你该给的信赖
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
看我脸上的苍白,看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带
只是感觉已经不在
过去你给的期待,被我一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块,要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
喔～～～～～～
终于看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开
离开～
啦啦～
告别从前的爱
求我别离开

i am exhuasted.
really.
physically and mentally.
i just want to lie down and not move until i feel all better.
i'm a super tired seal who needs some quality rest.

sat and sun were almost the worst day of my lives, minus all the shopping and eating.

sat was the metro-sif cip thing.
late in the morning so had to chiong a bit when we reached paragon.
then there were TECHNICAL ERRORS.
memory card spoil la..
camera blur la..
card reader sot sot la..
ppl buay song la...
YA. one *bitch* really scolded me like crazy even though i explained to her that there were problems with the memory card!
ang moh one.
wah super buay tahan can.
she just wanted the photo lor.
didn care that it's for charity.
still say the photo not nice.
she herself too fat not my prob rite.
BLEH.

and we had to stand from 10am to 3 pm!
NO BREAK.
NO 7 DOLLARS.
CHEAT OUR FEELINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

then go home that time...
2 times take train over shot have to go opposite take back =.=
missed my bus.

waited at the airport for more than 2 hours.
only got to sleep at 1 am.

sunday wasnt any better.
same standing for hours.
wasted alot of time walking to all the wrong places.
had to chiong from town to bugis, back the same way to woodlands, and back the same way again to yishun.
by the time i reached grandma's house it was 8+ pm =.=

one good thing.
I GOT A NEW JACKET FOR MYSELF (:

i need sleep.

MUAHAAHAHHAHA.
it's friday again.
and i'm super duper glad!
and nest week i'm only working for 2 days =P
cause i have the NTU business camp =D
3 days 2 nights!
muahahah can't wait.

and and and.
OGL camp is coming too!!
i'm in clan Nathan =.=
next year the clan names abit "erm".
but who cares!
hope i get a nice partner.
same clan as guohao! mauhahaha.

anyways.
came across something else that is inspiring.
as usual, i am no christian. but it inspired me.
so. i SHARE (:


The FINAL Analysis
Written by Dr. Kent M. Keith

People are often unreasonable, illogical,
and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, People may accuse you
of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some
false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,
people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone
could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,
people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the FINAL analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway