prelims are finally over, and i'm gladly relieved.
went town immd. after the final physics paper for the hong kong cafe.
3rd time there, and i still feel it's a scam. lol.
first time i had glut. balls, 4 for $3.90
something i can easily cook by myself.
second time i had the noodles, $8~
something i can easily cook with maggie mee.
ytd, i had puoluo bao (polo bun), $1.90
which tasted like something i never will want to eat again.
SCAM!!
except for the mango snow ice. (which i accidentally toppled over)
then we went shopping~
i got an elmo HAHA. (biwei and shuting too)
the rest of the girls got slippers
biwei got a bag for her bro and earphones for her ipod.
kaiee got a really nice bag!
by the time we got home it was arnd 9ish.

today me and shuting went to biwei's bakery.
okay fine so it's actually her house.
we started with the snow skin mooncake which was unexpectedly really successful.
i can still rmb biwei's expression when the first one popped out. haha. timeless!
then shuting did her scones.
one is really salty, the cheese one, and one really nice one, the choco one.
then it was time for my fruit tarts!
shuting and biwei helped me quite a lot cause i was so beat by that time i was hardly moving. lol.
because of some mistakes, i thought it was gonna be a failure.
it turned out nice as well.
haha. heng ar.
so brought home a lot of food in the end!

well, tmr's ubin trip is cancelled.
i was quite disappointed when i first saw the msg, but kinda relieved cause i'm SO tired.
oh well, dunno when it will be postponed to either.

i need to start studying tmr.
lol.
cause i have nothing else to do at home.
no games, no com, no books to read :(

Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

if anybody is suay, it's me.
if anybody is blur, it's me.

i actually thought my maths paper is at 2pm today.
i actually woke up about 7:35 today, thinking i have a lot of time left till the paper.
on the radio, slept for somemore..
at about 8:20+, i recieved a phone call..
6764 something.
i thought it was someone like praveen calling, until..
"Hello Silvia (see the person even called my name like a friend does!). Do you know you are having your maths paper today?"
"Err ya?"
and then it kind of dawn on me.
THE FREAKING MATHS PAPER HAS STARTED AT 8 OCLOCK.

it was like one of my worse exam nightmares came through.
i was like. omg omg SHIT SHIT!!
i'm already late past the 20mins limit, my uniform wasn't ironed, the parrot unfed, and no one at home to help me.
i performed those tasks in an amazingly short span of 2 minutes.
i must thank my lucky stars that my hair wasn't sticking out all over the place.
at that moment, every minute seemed so precious cause i was supposed to be doing my maths paper!
the wait for the cab and the journey to school felt like eternity.
when i reached the school i didn't know who to look for.
then i saw mr patrick tong and he helped me.
they let me took the paper, without any extra time.
it was about 8:45+
i jumped straight into the stats section.. and my battle with numbers began.

maths is already my worse topic, and now i only have about 2/3 the time.
how bad can a day be?


If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you in my life?

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

i'm at the neighbourhood cc again.
and i'm pissed.
i clearly remember yesterday, i walked to the counter and said "e-club"
That guy looked at me and said "e-club no uniforms allowed. you go home and change first."
today, now, i'm here.
and the bloody person-in-charge today is in his school uniform!
wtf!
crazy guy over at the counter.
sucky management.
but i don't have a choice! my com at home is in deep slumber. zZz..

well all the "tough" papers for prelims are officially over i'm starting to slack.
not that i wasn't slack enough.
i think i'm out to kill myself.
commit suicide by taking the alevels
but i've alreday come so far there's no turning back.
oh well.
i can't wait to watch hairspray!

A beautiful song..

Teardrops on my Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

i am suay~~~
damn bloody suay~~

okay, so it's not only my com that is completely screwed up!
(i'm at the CC btw, $1/hr)

my MP3's charger is spoilt,

my hp is also screwed!
and that's since a few weeks ago.
sometime messages i send don't get sent,
messages/calls i'm supposed to recieve don't get recieved,
and occasionally, the phone will auto-shutdown.

and it sort of happened all in the same week.
PERFECT.
=.=
cursed man!!
T_T

well now i have half an hour left on this com.
must find useful things to do man!
bb~!

I lie awake, i drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy, thinking of you..

ok.
my com is officially SCREWED!!!

at chari's now.
shall do the thing she tagged me on (:

Now, i shall just do the tag shuting tagged me. hah.

top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
-a slim laptop!
-
Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
chari!

2. Your relationship with her is:
friend la! right beside me now.
part of the 7 bestest friends in school

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
very fair, not very disciplined, not very sporty, cheerful, independent

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
bought me fried shui jiao. very nice!

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
i cannot rmb now =(

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
go and die straight away.

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
aiyer!

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
just ignore.

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
misunderstanding

10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
do something nice to motivate her to study. for the other 5 girls as well!

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
really great friend!

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
stupid.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
helpful!=D

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
more sporty and more sensitive to others

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
i'm really grateful that you guys are there for me!