Wednesday, January 31, 2007
You tell me.
What does it feel like to be in love?
Does it soothe-
like a soft mist dusting your neck,
cooling your shoulders,
relaxing your tensions?
Does it seize-
like an unrelenting grasp over your being,
your smiles and your tears,
and your common sense and your emotions?
Does it excite-
starting at your toes and rising to your chest,
then your throat where it holds its breath,
until it can't help but scream?
Does it confuse-
Am I supposed to feel this way?
Does he feel this way? Why does he lead me on?
What is it in those eyes that make me so flustered?
You tell me.
Does every smile, every glance, every chance meeting
feel like a promise to love you back?
Not because that's what you really think,
but because it's what you need to think
to keep the hope of a fairy-tale romance
Does every conversation
linger for days?
clear but unreal
in every dreamy rerun?
You tell me.
Does he consume your mind
day to long-awaited day
until everything has lost its original luster
when he isn't around
to charm the scene?
Does every playful poke
make you float above cloud nine
like you are rising bust staying still?
Does every friendly hug
force the corners of your mouth up into a stupid grin?
Why do my knees become uselessly weak
with every meaningless touch-
or even when he walks within twenty feet
of my 'personal space'?
You tell me.
Does it always feel like more than just a crush
or a silly infatuation
when he talks to you
just like you would imagine a soul mate would
and laughs at your jokes?
"If it feels like love isn't it love?"
You tell me.
Because what do I know about it?
I'm only a kid, right?
Heck, I've only been in love once or twice.
Monday, January 29, 2007
SCROLL DOWN FOR SUPER FUNNY VIDEO!!
found this on friendster i did quite some time ago. haha.
1. My guy/girl's hair style should be
2.the color of his/her hair should be
3.he/she should be a
[ ]not quite, can't do anything about
[ ]honor student
4. he/she should be
[ ]6 footer
[ ]5"6 and below in height
[x]anything nice for you
5. He/she should be
[ ]bad boy/girl
6. His/her skin should be
[ ]dark as an african
[x]fair to tan
7. He/she should be good in
[ ]fortune telling
8. my ideal guy/girl 's eyes should be
[ ]big as an owl
[ ]round eyes
[ ]none of the above
9. the color of his/her eyes should be
10. He/she should be
[ ] primary sch kid
[ ] secondary teen
[x] poly,jc or ite.
[ ] sch drop out; gangster
11. our age gap should be
[x]just a few months
[ ]more than 5 years
12. our date should be in
super hilarious i tell you. MUST WATCH.
saw from xiaxue's bimbo blog. =.=
intro-ed by the bimbo germ.
I'M 57% STUPID.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where your heart races when you see them.
When you ache when they are not there.
You only yearn for their return.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love when your head can only think about them.
Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in love where only your future is all that matters.
You see them in your arms forever and ever.
Have you ever been in love?
Been in real love?
I have ... the moment my heart fell for you.
Friday, January 26, 2007
bloody hell today forgot to bring my arrows so after sch had to chiong home and take.
on the way back saw wenzong. he calls the arrow tube "ROCKET LAUNCHER." =.=
PE today was interesting..
we secretly played the limbo thingy with skipping rope!!
biwei is super fexible!
ivan totally looked wrong!!
and kaiee has an advantage! (height-wise haha)
and hazel liew told us that if we run 10km, we lose 1 kg
CRAPP. means i have to run 100km.
and kaiee told me: wah if i run 400km i disappear liao.
HAHHAHAHAHAHHA. omg i couldn contain my laughter.
i really love SHIN-GOON ((:
school has started..(lol what took me so long to realise)
and i kinda caught up with everything..
EXCEPT FOR ******* PHYSICS!!
and i totally lost the real hot passion i once had for GP..
i want mr koh back!!!
now is a mr chan.
and boy is he hilarious. always making fun of himself.
example after asking me a qn i can't answer:
him to fengrui(aka FONGrui):so what do you know about the SG government?(roughly la.)
fengrui: i dunno leh.
him to wenjie: what about you? you live here longer than them. you should know.
wenjie: what the hell! teacher i malaysian leh!
*class rumbles in laughter*
him: but you live here longer right?
wenjie: no! i only stated living here last year.
him: okay what about shawn?
shawn: teacher i american!
us: HAHAHHAHAHA. CHER HE INDONESIAN.
him: okay then praveen??
US: MUAHAHAHHHAHAHA. TEACHER HE FROM INDIA LA!!!
wenjie: cher he bhranga la. come sg work only.
me: teacher can you ask a singaporean?
him: who is singaporean here!!
him: OKAY. i shall answer this question myself.
i wanna go escape~~~~~~~~~~
i want to eat Ben and Jerry's AGAIN.......
Thursday, January 25, 2007
hmm today started down at first..
okay morning walking to sch that time.. RAIN. AGAIN.
so irritating la! makes my hair worse than it already is. lol.
but dunno why in the morning dun feel like doing anything at all.
didn't feel like talking.
didn't feel like moving.
didn't feel like eating.
i just wanted to sit there and stare into empty space.
it's the most relaxing pose liao.
i felt so stone, i didn even feel like playing my favourite GIN RUMMY.
me and jae last year. lol.
beauty world there the ah ma very cute! she and germ like damn funny omg. nvm. haha.
finally bought what i wanted.
and dinner was great (:
love you guys!!
played many silly games.
turn out izzah is well-trained in them.
andy is the SLOWEST!
okay some more pics!!
even more siao!
some ppl cant take pics properly. LOL.
i'm skinner =P
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
another long day in sch is finally over.
and after about 3 months.
i started running 2.4 again!!
and bloody hell. deproved to 15:30
i get buay song when i dun see a 13 =.=
there's archery tmr.
my last training before the big competition on this sat.
and i'm SO NOT prepared AT ALL.
i haven even shot 50m before la!
i'm so screwed~~
i'm in the mood for studying again.
that's supposed to be good.
but in a way like so hiong eh
i want play super mario~~
andy lend me the GB kays..
Monday, January 22, 2007
had conference at 1130pm for 2 consecutive nights.
last night rest.
first night me and andy fell asleep.
second night shawn fell asleep.
AND DISCONNECTED OUR CALL.
tonight gonna conference again!!
anyways, sat was a blast!
but i no time to blog bout it now.
shall spam with past photos that i owe =P
swing swing swing!!!
i love to play. =P
pretty ones =P
I LOVE SQUAD 23 =D
Friday, January 19, 2007
i feel emo.
i guess everyone feels emo sometimes.
i guess that day in sch was the worse yet.
my mind was overwhelmed with so much thoughts
i got super confused.
"why did so many things change?"
"why why why??"
as soon as i put my head down, the tears all started flowing.
guess i'm just not very adaptable to change
or maybe the change was too sudden.
during orientation it still seemed fine.
but the day i stepped back in school..
in a way it was like a "cultural shock".
the class was divided into at least 3 parts.
and needless to say..
i guess we were all not very friendly to each other..
some groups seem to have "restricted members only"
meaning to say, only nice to some, some just ignore.
but i just can't get it.
we are supposed to be a CLASS.
but then again, maybe i'm not in the position to say anything.
i have my wrongs too.
and i shall not mention what i'm unhappy about..
may offend people..
but i just wish everyone can just be abit nicer to each other..
i'm gonna start too.
IZZAH. i think i need an emo session with you. just sit there and cry it all out.
but we're gonna enjoy tmr yea??
i love NATHAN agents.
everyone is so peace-loving
we love one another.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
to germ: YES THAT'S SPAMMING.
to jae! : aiyah why must choose colours he like??? and grey suit my blog design ma..
OKAY. i know i haven't blogged for long.
ytd's gotta be the longest day of my life!!
we had lessons all the way till 6..
and there's a BREAK between every single lesson.
what a waste of my time.
poor izzah and andy waited for me until 6! muahahha
poor wenzong ran back to sch cuz of izzah
and poor kah hwee who just wanted to step out of sch also waited very long. cause we wanted to step out tgt. hahaha.
cause of unforseen circumstances, everyone only got to leave at 7pm! OMG.
and that weiming is super lame la!
he started telling me "the adventures of XIAO MING"
hahahahah damn classic.
anyways we played Kpool for about one hour.
turns out wenzong is quite some pool king.
one hand also can win!
and i love cut-throat.
me and andy ganged up to kill wenzong.
hahahah took us quite awhile to win lol.
but it was fun!
and i only reached home at about 9+
I FELT SUPER GUILTY.
cause i had a whole load of work piled up.
so i STUDIED.
and did hw all the way until 12+
such a great sense of satisfaction!!
Saturday, January 13, 2007
okay i changed my tagboard. to a one that JAE can use
anyways i have crazy squad mates.
but they are super lovely and crappy to talk to hehe.
anyways for dumb pics of me please visit JAE'S BLOG
classic pictures avaliable (:
anyways today went for geog test with minimal preparation.
everything is seriously SCAN thru.
and i'm not some HP scanner... i'm some laopok scanner..
so my skills not v. good also. lol
so in the end.. i was smoking thru the whole paper...
one part leave blank.
DUNNO WHAT THE HELL IS SOIL CREEP.
I ONLY NOE LANDSLIDES.
anyways faster finished the paper chiong off liao.
went to causeway point for CRYSTAL JADE kitchen with biwei germ and her kelv.
nice nice meal.
and i HATE biwei's hse.
i hate it so much i'm gonna go there again tmr.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
today is a super slack day!!
only got 2 lessons like what the hell lol
first lesson maths.
second one GP.
end lesson at 11 =.=
then got nothing to do!
so we decided to play asshole dai di.
OF COURSE I WAS THE FIRST ASSHOLE.
after that went to far east with lovely biwei germ and jae.
crapped with germ's kelv on the way.
turns out germ made him super lame too.
we had subway, shilin, some porno sausage and sweet talk.
(i'm supposed to be on diet=.=)
then we TOOK NEOPRINTS =D
[bloody hell. the pics cannot load =.= another day then!]
after that we had to chiong to holland v to meet mr koh!!
we were already late so we took taxi..
and the 3 of them pakak. made me sit in the front.
even the taxi driver was laughing!
anyways mr koh brought us to a very nice place.. "Essential Brew"
super nice place to chill out!
nice food also.
and can play cards!
okay dunno what to blog liao.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
orientation is over......
and i'm really missing it!!
post-orientation __________(dunno what word)
i'm missing it so much i think of orientation all day,
go crazy whenever i see my fellow agents,
and i even thought of going for briefing at 7am in the morning.
i hoped that halfway thru lesson i had to go to the hall..
and everyone will be there, ready for mass games or break or whatever.
i wanted to see my squad recruits.. and want to go thru all the crazy and funny moments once again..
i'm missing orientation.
ytd was one of the best days of my life since this year (:
the songs, dances, cheers, and especially my squad ((:
Peeping thru the window,
What do people see?
I see people 'jia kim jio',
Meet me tonight in the moonlight,
Meet me tonight all alone...
I've got something to show you,
Something that's yellow and long!
1 banana 2 banana 3 banana 4
5 banana 6 banana many many more. HEY!
many many more. HEY!
MANY MANY MORE!
Sunday, January 07, 2007
omgwth. ang siang really has a fan club.
he even has MALE fans.
i'm dead. say goodbye to silvia, siew huai and izzah.
i can already see the news headlines..
i already ordered my coffin size too..
hopefully can fit..
tired.. i'm going to have my last sleep of my lifetime..
Saturday, January 06, 2007
orientation has been fun so far.
but i've been losing my voice!!
even still, I LOVE NATHAN SQUAD 23 (:
i can't believe it.
i actually started STUDYING. (like finally)
met up with siew huai valarie ang siang and wenzong to study at mac today
(ang siang fans please do not kill me.)
i did my maths holiday assignment! (which was supposed to be done DURING the holidays.)
never finish though, but i still felt satisfied.
my GC looked so ancient, there was actually dust all over it. =p
and my pencil case seemed to lack almost everything.
lots of pens, all no ink.
no correction fluid/tape.
broken tiny pieces of eraser.
anyways did a few hours of work.. then we cannot take it liao went westmall walk walk awhile..
okay enough of today.
shall post ONE neoprint
that's me and lovely biwei! (:
okay. that's it.
i'm dead tired.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
it's the new year alreday.
tmr's teh start of sch.
and have i done ANY homework?
man. i'm dead.
time for some new year's resolution.
1. try to do my homework on the day it's given.
2. lose weight. i mean seriously. no more school food.
(must achieve longed-for figure before prom. that's hard work.)
3. obviously, improve on my personality.
4. try to be more, erm. like a girl. =.=
5. abstain from swear words. or replace them with sth less severe.
6. be more neat and tidy.
7. stop thinking too much about guys. (HAIZ!!!!)
i'll stop at 7. that's a nice number. (:
i've been too busy to blog these few days.
but had quite some stuff going on!
and i finally got to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.
okay. i lazy to blog liao. time for anime =P