Thursday, February 28, 2008

9:20 am

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

To ivan chng, even though he probably won't read this =.=

"Friends Forever" you promised.
"together till the end"
We did everything with each other.
you were my best friend.

When i was sad, you were by my side.
when i was scared, you felt my fear.
You were my best support-
If i needed you, you were there.

You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other,
Everything would be okay.

But somewhere along that line,
We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.

Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.

Suddenly we were miles apart,
Two different people, with nothing the same.
Although we knew deep in our hearts
Neither of us was to blame.

You had made many new friends
And luckily, so had I
But that didn't change the hurt-
The loss of our friendship made me cry

As we grow older, things must change
But they don't always have to end.
Even though its different, now,
You will always be my friend.

10:03 am

Monday, February 25, 2008

Some things that I may have done a little to much since this year started:
-eating sushi (3 times to be exact)
-going singing (3 times to be exact)
-getting home late (too many times to be exact)
-gaming (almost everynight)
-spending money (almost bankrupt)
-sms-ing (exceeded monthly allowance)

Some things that I may have done a little too little since this year started:
-being at home
-helping out my mum


okay. her anger and frustration is thus justified. =/

i thus resolve to do less of the former and more of the latter.

but anyways, let me blog about sat!

We were supposed to meet Chinatown at 12.30 for some singing session..
Then i kena cheated by Xavier to go at 11.30 for lunch end up he never inform the rest cause he tot i will inform but i never inform cause i tot he will inform.
So left 2 of us =.= eating mac..
anyways kh, jonah and jas turned up after 12.30..
We went to K-ster! cause it was cheaper and, well yea cheaper. XD
and smuggled mac in for the rest who haven ate.
hoho. we got a tatami room.. meaning lots of cushions and erm. space. hahaha.
there's also a raised platform so it's very jap style ^^
i like i like =PpP
well after singing we all went to plaza sing for dinner..
and after that to Thiong Bahru Plaza to catch L: Change the World!

seriously, L IS SO CUTE!!!
go catch it if you can..
it's not as bad as I expected ^^

okay i'm not eactly blogging. haha. so brief.
blog long scared boring also..
nvm.. lol.

in other news, I have a bad feeling about my current job.
I'm paid like 8 bucks per hour to do practically NOTHING.
omg la.
just take today for example.
I only help someone burn a few discs.
The rest of the time I spent watching "My Girl", listening to music, sleeping..
and now i'm blogging =.=
and don't think i'm lucky cause doing nothing is really not good..
aiyah dunno how to explain lol.

can i rant more?
i guess i can since i'm bored and not many ppl actually read my blog so i can just crap crap crap.
okay that's it.
i don't even know what to crap about.
i'm off.

I heard you say you needed me
Now what’s the problem I can’t see
You destroyed me, I won’t fall apart again
I’m not falling apart

2:19 pm

Friday, February 22, 2008

"Though our communication wanes at times of absence, I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background." -Claudette Renner

3:40 pm

Thursday, February 21, 2008

love him to bits and pieces. XD
he the exact kind of guy i like ^-^
he's currently on my desktop.. nice big picture..
and i already get ppl asking..
colleague no 1 :"that one your boyfriend ah?"
me : "wait long long lor.."
colleague no 2 :"na ge shi Wu Zun ah?"
me: =,=

lol. but this pic really makes me *_*

okay i'm ranting already.
i'm seriously damn freaking bored at work.
42 more minutes to 6pm!! then i have to go for tuition summore.

can't wiat to go home and eat tang yuan XD
too bad no chance to eat the one at clementi today.

maybe one day i go drag wenzong and angsiang there.


Try my hardest not to scream
I find my heart is growing weak

5:11 pm

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I'm so addicted to Maroon 5's songs. the lead singer (Adam) 's voice is just too unique.. the music is so special..

okay time for faculty lunch. 2 hours XD

Don't you care about me anymore?
Don’t you care about me? I don't think so.

11:55 am

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Men are all visual animals.
I've long accepted that fact.

It's okay, it's alright, Silvia Silvia fight fight fight!

11:46 am

Monday, February 18, 2008

CNY this year was as usual, with one exception. My dad re united with his bro (my uncle) after about a 6 year cold war. How they managed that I didn't know.. but i'm not complaining.. since we all live so near to one another, it would be better to be of talking terms instead of trying to avoid each other on the streets. Now all that's left is my dad's sis (my aunt), who has also maintained about a 5 year cold war =.=

I haven't been spending much time at home, or even leave anytime for myself to just chill and relax. It has all been work, tuition, game, outings and all. There's like nothing else. I just borrowed a book that day, my favourite author Sidney Sheldon. I hope i would have time to read it >.<

and it seems my weekdays are fully booked too.
Mon, Wed, Fri (8 - 9.30) - tuition for bro (no money earned)
Tue, Thurs (7.30 - 9) - external tuition (money earned, duh`)
Just me, my bed, and my Sidney Sheldon pls. >.<

Just for laughs..

4:37 pm

Friday, February 08, 2008

Kurosaki Ichigo

(before photoshop edit, taken with K800i phone)

Went to Chinatown after like, a million years ytd.
Really can't remember the last time I was there.
No pictures... cause my hair, sadly, as usual, is very messy lol.
and there were many forbbiden pictures.. wahhaha.
but it was fun.. we had Yum Cha, played Big/Small, blackjack(lost $2.50), mahjong(lost $5.00), and we had lao yu sheng! XD very nice ^^
Those who stay around went for singing session too.. wahahhaa.
sian. i think i've lost my ability to blog.
aiyah troublesome blog lol.
think i go watch some spongebob videos now XD

I just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To say the words I want to say
Just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To show you that I am not dead

3:37 pm

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

I compare you..

She stares into the sky
No matter day or night
Hoping to catch a glimpse of her shooting star.

She almost gave up
But there it was
Cruising across the sky, "Hey, so how's life?"

She brightens and smiles
And listens as her shooting star spoke
Wishing it would never leave.

The perfect world does not exist
A shooting star comes and goes
And so did hers.

She stares into the sky
No matter day or night
Hoping to catch a glimpse of her shooting star.

9:37 am

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

12:21 pm